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I do. Well, I did, not so much any more. I've kind of "tuned out" as much as possible because it brought me nothing but suffering, people have very negative emotions, I find it extremely hard to be around large groups of people for a long time, not because I'm nervous, but because the "atmosphere" can become overwhelming to my senses.
But see I don't feel anyone else's even when I am around them and I know that they are in a heightened state of emotion.
Well you're obviously different in some way. Some of us are more naturally inclined to sense these energy fields, and it seems people like you might have a stronger ability to control and strengthen your energy fields to the point where it physically affects other people. You don't have to be aware of this to be able to do it, but most people are unable to do it because they are unaware of it. You probably could control if you tried. Looking into peoples eyes is a powerful way to direct your energy at them.
While this is true. It still lacks explanation of my predicament.
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I can't control it and I know about it. How could someone control it if they didn't know about it or even realize?
Uhhh, well not really. This is just sort of natural intuition, you don't read these things in books. I do however remember reading one really good book on this topic, but I can't remember the title sadly. If it comes to me, I'll let you know.
But could you by any chance suggest anything to read about this so that I could possibly understand it better and control it?