First and last

Have you wondered if you were last some place else before aware as if only first come here in this particular realm/cosmos/universe/world?

Have you wondered if either you go back to the place (realm-world) you were last (the first) or into an additional (second or third) place?

Have you fantasized about not existing any further after this current place (realm-word), because you deem this place more crap than flowers that you shouldn't have to put up with again if not in the first place?

Have you wondered if it were your will to even come into this realm-to-world?

Expond a bit if you want. And if you say "Yes." to any of the questions, then you're yet, or were before, thinking how you should since here is great room for wondering, prolly for a great reason.

Also, what is the more challenging wonder you wondered about before, if my questions haven't touched it?

[edit on 27-11-2008 by Mabus]

Other wonders:

What have we entered?...B.S.?...As only as good as it can get?

What have we existed, if any place we were before?...Worse B.S.?...Better than current?

Is this the only realm?--the only cosmos?--the only universe?--the only world?

^^Is any of such the only we can enter, as if first such and last such only?

It's all wonder food for thought.