posted on Feb, 21 2005 @ 11:59 AM
I am really bored too. I am starting to think I may be depressed, but I don't feel "sad". Just absolutely and totally apathetic. I'm beginning
to suspect I might be scizophrenic as well. Gah.........How can one be so bored yet agitated at the same time? You know those 'tickle' tests you
can take on the net? You can test your IQ, skills, etc., all kinds o'crap. They need to make one called: "Am I a Sociopath?" I need such a
test. Don't wanna leave my house, can't think of nothing to do. Sitting here, staring at junk on net, drinking beer and feeling my gut grow.
Maybe I have seasonal affective disorder.
I think this boredom and apathy is pretty widespread: witness the 'pictures of plants' thread here on BTS. On another board I'm on, people are
putting up pix of their workstations. Jeebus. I think everybody on the net is nuts. (myself included).
Well, I didn't come up with any suggestions, eh? Ah, lets see.........count floor tiles, check out your chinese horoscope, get drunk and argue with
horoscope results, call up people and bug them, argue with self, start writing that novel, write your own life story, make a list of people you cannot
stand or have wronged you and think of ways to get even, take a bath, think of all the things you like to do - make a list of these things- then say
'screw it all, I won't do it anyway and who cares',
Oh, I don't know, I'm bored.
[edit on 21-2-2005 by Niki]