posted on Mar, 15 2014 @ 09:59 PM
Yet somehow their a whole long list tied to just this one thing Beingness. How to be, startes at an early age lol can not do this nor that and No.
Then there is social interaction and rules to follow so most stay within the norm grouping of how thing are and not who they are.
So after many childhood yrs, followed by teen's & highschool yrs, you give up some of your Beingness just to fit in, be normal and the like. Yet deep
down inside you know better so you day dream, play on the computer, or watch TV. You get caught into believing something outside of yourself at the
get go.
We have taken the rules of ideas so far out there that the idea of even knowing Beingness would have long passed by. Every one of them day dreams,
wilded thoughts, crazy ideas you keep to yourself limits your Beingness! Get out and do something that makes you feel Happy Inside.
One reason I have a problem with Relig is you have to follow set rules in order to get to Heaven. That tells me I have to stop being myself in order
to gain entry to Heaven. Same with being evil, since what is evil in the first place? By what set of rules definds evil anyways? Being yourself means
knowing both sides and allow both to blend togetter as one.
To have Beingness, everything around you wants the same as you do so might as well be Yourself. Respect, love and kindness yet sometimes you just want
to go pop smith in the face, break some windows and call up Satan to grant you a wish. Problem today is most people tend to stay on only one side so
when the other comes knocking theirs a problem.
Once there, some lose it! You can not keep just the good and set aside the bad since now how can you learn to balance one side and not the other?
Basicly to have any sort of Beingness you should explore both sides and find the middle. Then they become One and have no sides to work with.
Explore you other half, dig down deep in that Box you keep to keep you safe from the world! The idea that satan or god made you do it is nothing but a
lie you tell yourself to make you feel better about it all. Yet at the end of the day, week you did all the choices so if your going to blame. Please
blame yourself.
If I was to explain Beingness in my own words I would have to say I belong to Everything. What I would like and what I have is only how Ego rates
their value anyways. Since the idea of Heaven is just a story from long ago, I've found out that working with myself, seeing how Ego plays a much
bigger role then expected.
So you can either spend your entire life gaining a trip to Heaven or you could spend whats left finding yourself and become whole. Then in your
Beingness standing before God. You can say You gave it your best so Bite Me! lol
Peace