posted on Jan, 1 2014 @ 03:08 PM
Hello. I'm new here.
When I first found ATS (last week), I absolutely loved reading about all the "truths" and conspiracies behind everything (media, 9/11, aliens (WTF),
health care, Obama's bc was PHOTOSHOPPED WTF, chemtrails WTFFF etc etc.)
But
As I am discovering more and more about what has really been going on in the world, it just kind of gives me a headache and I am becoming more and
more worried about the future....before ATS, I was just one happy ignorant dude, believing that USA was just such an amazing country (i used to have a
lot of pride), and that the MSM was real nonscripted honest news.......yea yea i know.
Here is the dilemma.....All this alternative news and theory stuff is all too INTERESTING. I can't stop digging deeper and deeper into it. It's just
too much fun....but then, the more I dig into it, the more worrisome I become of LIFE and the FUTURE. I didn't know America was in such a terrible
state..........
I've also become WAY too skeptical of EVERYTHING that i hear. The first thing I think in my head when I hear something on the news is "So why would
TPTB let this information out to the public?" It's really killing me.
So please, ATSer's, how do you find your balance between being ignorant and knowing the inconvenient truth?
Help.
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