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originally posted by: milkandhoneypot
Idk if this is my theme song, but I listen to it a lot these days
originally posted by: DatGuyv2
ironically, my theme song is all about change
standing up against all odds to be better and do better
I give to you Dirty Heads - Sound of Change
to add if it wasn't this one, it would be Tom Petty - Wont back down
originally posted by: BidenOperator
I've never fit in anywhere. I started dressing goth and listening to metal in middle school because I realized I was old enough to not be scared of my uber religious narcissist mom anymore.
I got called a poseur and a f^gg0t. Now all the other "goth" kids I wanted to like me go to church and get Starbucks before their gym run, and wear pastels, and here I am, in my thirties, the last man standing and all alone.
Everything I've done has somehow backfired horribly. Black sheep of my family.
All I ever wanted to do was make music but a career's not in the cards, so all the life's sucked out of it and I can't even do it for fun anymore.
Tested above genius level but always f^ck sh1t up or get screwed over somehow. Found out recently I'm actually on the autism spectrum and just never knew. The genetic roulette wheel also blessed me with a lifelong struggle with Major Depressive Disorder, which has at times led to severe alcoholism, but now I've beat that, and have nothing to live for to soften the blow, and often think I was better off dying of drinking.
At least as a drunk I sometimes laughed, ya know? But I'm a loner. I walk into a room and instantly find the spot furthest from the people.
Was a journalist for a while, pissed off a FEMA director and he ruined my life with slander.
Tried starting a comedy YouTube channel and got some followers for a while but was much too late to the website to even have a chance.
Tried joining the Air Force but recruiter told me no because I burgled a building when I was 19.
My stepdad talked me up to his bosses at Lockheed and I showed up to take the exams for the temp agency drunk off my @55 and failed it on purpose bc forget the money, I don't want to make war machines. I went back out to the truck, polished off a bottle of wine and drove home. I never heard the end of that one.
I stopped trying now. Honestly just waiting for a nuke to fall on me, NGL. This song runs through my head a lot these days.
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originally posted by: BingoMcGoof
a reply to: randomuser144
Ittook me a bit of time to narrow this down but after a couple of hours of letting my roiling mind bubble around I have decided that this one, which I have posted several times from my last incarnation comes out on top.