life is pre written

I have my own proof life is pre written.

At about 17 years old , I went to an astrologer .
He told me some things and one in particular , that I thought.... I sort of understood .

He said this to me .

There is a lot in your life you wont do because your scared of what might happen.

He said other things of course ,but for this ...

As time went on and I began to realize that I had an inferiority complex from being harshly put down and humiliated as a child.
As a result are/was extremely self conscious and sociality awkward.
Thinking this what he meant by being afraid of what might happen. but those things can be healed an fixed.

There is something else that happened when I was in my 30's and what happened was awkward to say the least and has truly handicapped me and made my life exactly as he said , so that I will not do things or try and feel I must hide in the shadows at the dark end of the street for the rest of my life out of fear of what might happen. PROOF that my life was pre written and there is nothing I can/could do about it.


2nd I went to a tarot reader when I was about 26/27 and she told me about having an operation (BRAIN) and having my 2 kids and that I would get married and she also mentioned that incident in my 30'S THAT HAS DESTROYED MY LIFE AND ALSO TAKEN MY ABILITY TO DREAM OF A BETTER LIFE AWAY . Excuse the caps . I know how the abundance secret works and have used it , the universe gave me what I asked for and a whole lot more ,So I don't dream anymore for these reasons.

The boss has put the finger on me . my sun pluto apex moon yod.


It's like the personality has been disassembled and now there's nothing left (of course I still am me) but it brings into my mind like being born again and symbolic death.
I have a shattered life that's a vase on the ground smashed in tiny pieces no way to glue them back together.

After this what's next , your attention turns to the bigger picture obviously free will is bulldust, you get your lessons whether you like it or not and if I have personal proof that my life was pre written and discovered this on what was vague information ,then the other vague information like continuing to exist after death could very well be true too.

QUE SERA SERA.
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Nice story bro.

Life is Good.

reply to post by Kargun

What do you mean , that its good I got my lessons or that life is good because it's pre written with lessons or good that I must hide in the shadows for the rest of my life, in fact death might be better or going competely feral In the bush. thanks for replying 1%

reply to post by my1percent

There is a lot in your life you wont do because your scared of what might happen.

That is a completely generalized statement which can apply to 99% of people in some way.

PROOF that my life was pre written and there is nothing I can/could do about it.
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I know how the abundance secret works and have used it , the universe gave me what I asked for and a whole lot more

How can these two statements be simultaneously true? Either you were destined to experience those things or you brought them upon yourself by having a negative mind set. Or there is also the possibility they were just random occurrences with no real cause or meaning...

my sun pluto apex moon yod.

Lol wut? Is this some sort of secret code hidden in your post or did you have a seizure mid-sentence?

I think this as well to an extent. I believe the big things are pre mapped out. You certainly have free will in things, though decisions you made prior to being here have precedence on how things play out.

I have my own secret reasons for believing this as well. I may share mine, If you share yours?

I know how the abundance secret works and have used it ,

Explain

Even though life is pre-written, not knowing what is to come even if you are aware of this is kinda what makes this "experience" special. Nothing of course is wrong with hindsight other than the ability to recognize that ultimately life's experience was tragically or otherwise preordained. The purpose I'd reckon, is the foresight to take away the experience here in the manner it was meant to be so you don't have to try to figure it out again next time.

It seems to work in such a way that you garner the experience you needed (for whatever reason) but still created ripples that allowed others to fulfill their experience. If you didn't do your part however tragic, the body would shut down and possibly get overrun by disease. So please don't judge life too harshly, there's a reason for everything and I thank you for doing your part.

You mean it was pre-destined that I was to become a gambling addicted, sex addicted, alcoholic even before I was born?

Well at the very least can God cure me of my gambling and alcoholism?

First let me say that I am sorry for the hardship you may have experienced and that you are not alone. I may not have been through the same circumstances as you, but I, and many others, have had things occur in life that shakes the very foundation of who we think we are and what we expect life to be.

But I also believe that when we lose a part of ourselves, we gain in other areas. Like the man that goes blind, only to find that his hearing or touch becomes enhanced.

Accept your past. Accept your problems, and find that which has become enhanced. Bless you and even though I am not a religious person, I pray for you. We're all in this together.

Each difficult moment has the potential to open my eyes and open my heart.

Myla Kabat-Zinn

reply to post by EA006

How much should I say , the secret worked like this for me .

I was In a bad relationship with an alcoholic , something I swore I would never let happen after a drunk, bashed ,humiliated forced me to eat vomit ect and did a lot of damage to others that where present also . When I was a child
Well I went on to nearly repeat that scenario in my adult life.

Except one day I found the strength to end it and leave with a new baby .
When I was sure I was not going back , I asked the universe or the ether for a better relationship and I was very specific asking for a mate that did not have drug and alcohol problems and was smart clever and savey and so on cant say too much .Within a short period I had exactly that.
If I had of really been conciouse of what I was invokeing I would have asked for something different.
hindsight.

So the secret to me is if you let go of bad things in your life and ask for something new it will happen . it seems to me the badder the thing you let go the bigger the reward.
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The l-rd or nature abors ( lol spelling) a vacume as no sound can exist there? so the empty space will be filled.

reply to post by ChaoticOrder


The sun moon apex yod is for those that understand astrology and no they are not good just a train wreck and lift your game as picking on people for having brain ops is low and shows your true nature
1% I see you get stars for being nasty lol


never mind

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Thanks for replying and yeah it's big picture stuff pm if you want to 1%

reply to post by my1percent


Were you attacked in your 30's?

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Thanks , I may have received the gift of detachment? not sure . cheers 1%

reply to post by EA006


It was not a psyical attack and I don't want to go into details as it is extremely awkward and many other words which I will not use to describe it and I can't even get conceling for it as it is crushing to me. As I said this has disabled me and I don't even want to work or go to my kids school plays and stuff as I am allways wondering who knows. And will have to hide in the shadows for whats left of my life.
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my1percent
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Thanks , I may have received the gift of detachment? not sure . cheers 1%

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You may have received the gift of strength.....to overcome adversity and hardship when it decides to become a part of your life and continue to move on.

I cannot tell you exactly, but you will never know until you decide to seek the positive.....instead of letting the negative dominate.

reply to post by sheepslayer247

yeah too much negativity was forced on me as a child and is extremely hard to change thankyou. 1%

reply to post by my1percent

I see you get stars for being nasty lol

I was not being nasty, I was making a joke (although the stars I received were probably because of what I said before that). If you really do suffer from seizures then I apologize. What you need to do is try seeing the positive side of things once in a while or you will die extremely young from too much stress.

reply to post by ChaoticOrder


You like making jokes at other people expense and try push it on to something else that's sort of sly and I did not say I have sezior or fits and I have nearly died 3 times and I am not young anymore .how old are you .
I do agree that some staements could apply to many people if you only read the surface but some people can only see a shallow surface so I understand.
1% I I was gonna add before your one of those that thinks its clever and can throw people off the real information but what can you expect this is ats deny ignorance lol

reply to post by my1percent


Was it something you did? Feel free to just use yes or no.
Just a side note, was it something someone said you have done?

I'm not trying to pry too deep, just enough to see maybe why you have to hide so much.