I am The Monster, from Eminems song on radio, also I was on the song "Underground" from Eminem ( R

Someones got stuck in the conspiracy section on youtube.

I have a bottle of water that will make anyone that drinks it, live forever.

I'll sell it to the highest bidder.

Do I have to make a youtube video for this offer to be legit?

I didn't check my thread for a few days, sorry. I don't think everything is about me just some subliminals in certain places. In music, the Freemasons or something. You can go mad looking for patterns where they don't exist. In high school I was set up for a gun scare in 2001 , right after 1999 and I was wearing a trench coat. I thought someone got hurt and it wound up on the news, Marilyn Manson commented on first school shooting.

I was a nieve young kid, in the hospital for a near fatal head injury when I was younger. I went online in 2005 cause that was the day my court order ended and I wanted to know the truth. I first contacted New York Times, and then got a little sloppy sending emails to people asking for help. I was sorta retarded for ten years cause of the head injury, like when Neo looks at a broken mirror that repairs and heals itself.

I just wanted to say sorry and give story from my point of view. Just spiraling out of control and taken along for a ride.

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Hi, have read whole thread and still no real story here!
No offense intended but you havent actually said anything of any substance what so ever.
you have said sorry many times in posts, what exactly is it that you are sorry for?

Your posts seem very erratic to say the least and yet still NO actual story here.
Music speaks to many people on many levels & even with you quoting lyric you are not explaining the relevance in association with your own life.

I will however assume from the types of lyric the feel speak to you that you are in a very negative mindset at present and thus the demonic tones of certain songs touch you on a psychological/emotional level. Apart from this assumption there is no other insight that I can gather from any of your posts about you/your situation?

You have mentioned writing a book of your life, which I think is a great idea for a few reasons. I also have considered trying to put my own life experiences down on paper but have issues with holding my focus on it for long enough to get 1 chapter done. If you are able to write then I suggest you do so, if only for personal reading & to get these things you feel are so important off your chest. It may be therapeutic for you and if a publisher thought so you could have a best seller on your hands there!

Unfortunately I can not comment on whether your story is a good one as each to their own and further more you havent actually told us your story in brief or otherwise.
I have subscribed your thread in the hope that you enlighten us in some coherent way as to your plight. much thanks

Vviena1606
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Hi, have read whole thread and still no real story here!
No offense intended but you havent actually said anything of any substance what so ever.
you have said sorry many times in posts, what exactly is it that you are sorry for?

Your posts seem very erratic to say the least and yet still NO actual story here.
Music speaks to many people on many levels & even with you quoting lyric you are not explaining the relevance in association with your own life.

I will however assume from the types of lyric the feel speak to you that you are in a very negative mindset at present and thus the demonic tones of certain songs touch you on a psychological/emotional level. Apart from this assumption there is no other insight that I can gather from any of your posts about you/your situation?

You have mentioned writing a book of your life, which I think is a great idea for a few reasons. I also have considered trying to put my own life experiences down on paper but have issues with holding my focus on it for long enough to get 1 chapter done. If you are able to write then I suggest you do so, if only for personal reading & to get these things you feel are so important off your chest. It may be therapeutic for you and if a publisher thought so you could have a best seller on your hands there!

Unfortunately I can not comment on whether your story is a good one as each to their own and further more you havent actually told us your story in brief or otherwise.
I have subscribed your thread in the hope that you enlighten us in some coherent way as to your plight. much thanks

Hi, my story involves the Freemasons Illuminati and New World Order, it was originally in the NWO section but was later moved by staff. The guy I was talking about was William Cooper author of Behold A Pale Horse from 1991 about government conspiracies. He talks about the illuminati and the ten economies of the world, where these products with subliminals are sent. To form an invisible empire and to go along with the prophecy of Revelations.

The music , I just said a few , but used to be everywhere. Subliminals in old songs or CDs .

I was going to write again and say ( before you posted) that I am just a kid or young man. There is nothing different from me than anyone else. When I first found out about all of this I thought I was given a divine mission as being Beast with head injury grown up to be set up for a copycat of school shooting. A sort of serial killer and got an empire like the bad one " the Anti-Christ". How people saw me or my history like Marilyn Manson a Meglomaniac . There is lots of symbolism for the negative or bad choices, sorta like the Devils Christ or prison populations savior . The people who did bad or inappropriate things in life. I used to be wild and a little crazy and that speaks volumes about growing up without structure or foundation.

I can tell you one thing about the curse, chaos of the mind. My plight having a traumatic head injury. Things are not going to work out with women. Can't look like the elephant man on the inside, or deformed. You need to be healthy and OK. I saw a picture in a strategy guide I got for a game I got Silent Hill Shattered Memories. It's a dissected frog with a ring inside its stomach. If the Freemasons were planning on trying to discover something about Revelations or the Beast " nailed it " right there. Marriage is a big part of religion , a very old tradition going back 2000 years. You need to be capable and sane and healthy to get married and have a head on your shoulders.

I saw this cartoon, where there was this warrior on this cold planet who said " it's my destiny to fight you" a father and son were leaving on a spaceship and the son said " what about the warrior" his father said " he made his own decisions , we don't have time to get him" . So they left a son and his FATHER.

A lot of people here can say whatever they want about religion and often do, but it can really help a lot of people. With a foundation, structure and information about how to live from a father figure who cares about people.

My life was a secret service thing I had to do for the Government. I can say where to look for more subliminals if you want.

I am an American , I worked with the American Government with the FBI or/and CIA. They made me run through hoops put me on a gameshow like Running Man or Marathon man with Arnold Shwartzenagger where I had to try to survive while being hunted. And got locked in psych wards while men tried to seduce me for money. I am not on best of terms with the agency.

I am going to stop posting for awhile cause that's Classified. Shows over any residuals are fleeting. I just wanted a voice, to tell from my point of view. Thank you.

This site does attract a lot of paranoid people.

Think about this for a moment.. Who are you? Are you important? Do you have top secret intel? Are you a member of a royal bloodline?

Be serious and question your own beliefs my friend. I'm sure you'll realize that you aren't part of some elaborate conspiracy.

You aren't the star of The Truman Show.

I am a great follower of conspiracy theories and all manner of hidden truths as a past time and a broadening of knowledge and understanding. It is all so vast and interesting.

But in this instance I feel you are mistaken letmeon. Your grammar is so poor and your use of the language is not nearly as eloquent as I would expect (not that this makes much diff to my opinion) it is however relevant.
The truman show is a film as are the game show you speak of. Not that art doesnt imitate life or vice versa but I see nothing here (info) that could be a confirmation of your belief, film titles dont actually count!

Please feel free to state your case further but as it stands their isnt much (if anything) of a REAL story.
Sorry but this is the only conclusion I can come to with all the posts you have written so far. Take care and all the best in life but I would suggest you move on and achieve something great in your life , then you may be approached by these shady figures you have alluded to and given the offer you cant refuse LOL

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Did this seriously happen to you? I wish you would accept questions; yes I'm quite guillobile, though I don't want to infringe on your privacy if you're trying to be secretive.

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Short story forum dood, short story forum...

Yes, all this stuff really happened to me. I was going to take two weeks off of site, or a week maybe bad for me and others if I keep replying. Some of the older members here might have heard my story through the grapevine.

Look at recent Metallica CDs Saint Anger & Death Magnetic, look at recent Linkin Park CDs a Thousand Suns & Living Things, Marilyn Manson the High end of Low ( I don't have new one). Queensryche Operation Mindcrime & Operation Mindcrime 2 . On a Thousand Suns they got this audio clip," ....to impress him takes on multi-armed form and says now I have become Death, destroyer of worlds, well I guess we all thought that one way or another".

I was a normal kid that went to high school and lived in my house, then got contacted through the TV by the government and went to a psych ward at 18 . I didn't have any symptoms for five years and refused the meds cause they made me sick, so they brought me to court. When my court order ended in Jan. of 2005 I went online and no one got back to me . Called the paper if anyone got hurt.

I tried to help a guy with schizophrenia when I posted on his thread, after problems heard voices after 24 th birthday, around 23.

I was concerned about writing anything cause of negative backlash. I used the word " Anti- Christ" a lot in my posts and that is something that is really louder or more of an impact then I would've wanted. I was told the " PROOF" is in the music by a friend in group one time. Trying to get people to listen to me and I only talked online to people , not in real life. Another friend thought I was CEO or something. Why is this here?

Metallica has songs "that was just your life" & " my Apocolapse" on death magnetic. St Anger got damaged and I don't have that anymore.

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Yes I think you should right a book.
Let us know how it goes.

Did you ever hear Metallicas song King Nothing? There is a song by the Rolling Stones " Paint it Black" I see a red door, I want to paint it Black.

They were planning this a long time, Operation Mindcrime was made in 88 . Since at least the 50 s when my grandfather was in the Air Force and contacted by the Government. I had to pretend I was mentally ill for awhile because I got drafted. I know what people are going to say about that. There used to be music everywhere , but know its over.

I know a lot of people might not know how to take this, and I am not going to push it. I am not a criminal I was just trying to survive, while deep undercover. The musicians went crazy, tried to arrange a " hit".

Edit: the Illuminati and pyramids and pharaoh s , an invisible empire done by the religious, a sacrifice that was oblivious. No one knows and it's probably better you don't believe me. A shadow walking into the night. This will probably never be a book or see the light of day. Might rock the foundation of the world. I was spiraling out and a little crazy when I went online in 2008, I don't know if anybody knows about that. Beyond dishelved and tired and fed up with this crap. The graduation they thought I was city executioner for was June 2001, and my court order ended Jan 2005 and I went online asking for help or telling my story in may 2008. The prophecy is vague and I didn't know about any of that just trying to survive, but it does say something about 3 1/2 years. Haven't read it in awhile , somewhere greatly offended in real life, people I know. Might not have chose the best words describing it.

letmeon
Did you ever hear Metallicas song King Nothing?

I just heard it. So will you explain what's so special about that song?

They were planning this a long time, Operation Mindcrime was made in 88 . Since at least the 50 s when my grandfather was in the Air Force and contacted by the Government. I had to pretend I was mentally ill for awhile because I got drafted. I know what people are going to say about that. There used to be music everywhere , but know its over.

I don't know what Operation Mindcrime is, but I'd like to guess that maybe there was a generation of musicians who were aware of how certain things worked in certain cultures or certain societies (disregard the "secret" ones), and then they simply wrote about their views on how the fame-game functioned (just as well there may have been musicians who expressed how other aspects of life functioned).

I know a lot of people might not know how to take this, and I am not going to push it. I am not a criminal I was just trying to survive, while deep undercover. The musicians went crazy, tried to arrange a " hit".

What makes you think you're being looked at as a criminal?
And how does this relate to musicians?

I read another thread that was talking about the Vatican should round up criminals and the Black Jesuit pope and secrets. Talking about Santa too, I think or that was a different thread. How one person can know all the secrets of history , but then they were saying he has to pay with his life.

I used to be famous.

When I went online, musicians commented on my story. Some before some after. On Linkin Parks album Living Things one song talks about the bank and money. It's possible that if I never went online I could have gotten money for my job or service, but no one told me. The 1% and gangsta rap tricked me into thinking I was in danger.

King Nothing could have been part of the pyramid, as the song ends it says" off to never never land" like I think it said in Enter Sandman , from the Black album with a serpent on the cover. I don't know and I am not sure but I was listening to it the other day and maybe.

This is all real and I am not making this up. I know you might say he is dillusional, I don't really care if anybody believes me or not I know this is real. Please no more your crazy posts.

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I have no idea if you are mentally ill or not but I do know that your posts are so fractured and erratic that no matter how I try I just cant get the gist but id like to.

Uuuhhhhh. This thread probably should've ended pages ago. Before the powers that be erase it. I just wanted to say " I am not ......attracted to men" Last 6 years been going to strip clubs got dances from 50 or 60 girls, some I was a regular. One place had " acceptable touching" for more money. I party like a rock star always had a drug problem and still smoke. Just wanted to come on and clear up any misconceptions if people heard of me years ago or something.

I know in a few paragraphs its hard to tell life story or ten years under the governments " program" . This never happened before and will probably never happen again. I work now and moving on with life and probably never going to write a book. John Lennon got shot for writing " Imagine" . Not exactly safe to talk about some things.

Eminem and others keep calling me ......" gay" in some songs. I don't know if I am allowed to say that. I guess ....whatever. Listening to the Horrible People by Marilyn Manson. The remix. Right now. I got an IPad and will check site in my room if anybody asks any more questions, I will try my best to answer.

I want you clear this up:

letmeon
Eminem and others keep calling me ......" gay" in some songs. I don't know if I am allowed to say that. I guess ....whatever.

All because you know some secrets or because you worked for a government agency?
Okay, well what do you think those alleged verbal/lyrical remarks will accomplish? It would be weird if artists verbally abused you and identified you by name, but you haven't provided proof of those instances.

letmeon
Just wanted to come on and clear up any misconceptions if people heard of me years ago or something.

Okay, that sounds fair.

letmeon
I got an IPad and will check site in my room if anybody asks any more questions, I will try my best to answer.

Can you prove that artists are actually trying to offend you?
What's that game show you were talking about earlier?
What did "the 1% and gangsta rap" say to make you think you were in danger?
I have more questions...but I'd rather have you focus on those and answer as clearly as you deem will be comprehensible to people who don't know what you know.

Ok, I wrote down you questions so I am not doing this from memory. What do you think those alleged lyrics will accomplish?

They made my neighbor for five years occasionally come outside and say homophobic slurs. Screw up my life cause I went online in 2008 and friends and family knew of my web cam , so to speak. In 2002 I watched music channels just like any other high school graduate and I saw a New Found Glory video with 2 kids with crown of barbed wire instead of thorns wearing black and a guy wearing bright spandex like a super hero jump off a balcony and swing into the camera.

I thought these things strange, but when TV contacted me started looking closer. Everyone I knew lied to me and said " nothing happened " with gun scare. It wound up on TV like Columbine did. After a week of TV communicating with me I ran out of house and later picked up by police, I said " my TV is talking to me" so they brought me to psych. In psych I learned that they didnt try to listen to me or research my story just told me I was crazy. So I refused meds and they brought me to court. I hated it , to be allowed outside I had to go to program 5 days a week or police would pick me up and institutionalize me.

I watched them closely till 2005 and the day my court order ended I went online to find the truth. No one responded to me and I got a little sloppy sending emails to Europe and Australia asking for help. I was getting better after massive head injury but still a little messed up in head, and I was talking to myself everyday cause someone was watching me. I thought it was a police sting because someone got hurt, so I pleaded my innocence. I never said I was going to shoot anyone. I found out later the kid that put me in the hospital when I was 13 said I got molested and everyone thought I was going on a killing spree for revenge. I wrote a letter to a girl then couldn't follow up and I guess some thought it was a manifesto.

Can you prove artists are trying to offend you?

The music used to be everywhere, subliminals in songs and slight of hand. If you have an extensive collection of music like I do for the last ten years I can tell you where to look. Korn s seventh album has an albino kid on the cover, that they are putting a crown over. On their fifth album they got a song " Here to Stay" I thought that was about the shooting and they thought I wanted to hang out with musicians. The coolest video I ever saw was 2008 the video was of a black haired girl at center of table then they pan back and it looks like Last Supper painting with clown and juggler and fire breather ( circus people). That was after I went online , people thought I was the Anti-Christ when I told them my story. I am sleepy and tired and I never know what's going on....

What's the game show you were talking about earlier?

It was a movie with Arnold Shwartzenagger , he was set up for a crime he didnt commit and sentenced to this show in future where he had to fight to the death with gladiators hunting him with cars and weapons and he was given a jump suit.

What did the 1% do to make you think you were in danger?

They made me think I was on the news like Columbine and wanted to party with musicians. I thought everyone knew and hated me. And if you listen to Bionic Jive s " I shot Lucifer" 2002 it's not a very friendly song more like a war song. Also listened to Cradle to the Grave soundtrack 2003 , Eminem has a song fake @** gangsters , go to sleep , I wanna see you in the dirt. And later on cd says we are hunting you.

I ask this question because I've read every post you've made so far. There is only one name that springs to mind in reference to the multiple musicians/songs you've claimed mention you. Are you the rainman?

letmeon
I watched them closely till 2005 and the day my court order ended I went online to find the truth.

Who is the "them" whom you refer to in the quote?

letmeon
The coolest video I ever saw was 2008 the video was of a black haired girl at center of table then they pan back and it looks like Last Supper painting with clown and juggler and fire breather ( circus people). That was after I went online , people thought I was the Anti-Christ when I told them my story. I am sleepy and tired and I never know what's going on....

Good luck.

letmeon
What's the game show you were talking about earlier?

It was a movie with Arnold Shwartzenagger , he was set up for a crime he didnt commit and sentenced to this show in future where he had to fight to the death with gladiators hunting him with cars and weapons and he was given a jump suit.

Did you say you were on that game show, or something similar to it but in real life? If you did, why did it happen? I think read one of your posts and it said you were forced to survive after leaving a gov't agency...is that also true, will you explain that to me?

letmeon
What did the 1% do to make you think you were in danger?

They made me think I was on the news like Columbine and wanted to party with musicians. I thought everyone knew and hated me.

How did they make you think it, and who exactly are the 1percent?
They made you think you wanted to party with musicians?

You have my condolences. It sounds like you're having a rough time, I don't know how to help you out.

I did want to ask questions in hopes that you would find that you were really just fretting over nothing, nonsense, but I don't know anymore.