Unity_99 - Yes, my sightings have included telepathic communication- recieved & initiated sucessfully on my part. I have been meditating for many
years & I can relate to much of what you say.
& about asking for help! :
I severely injured my back about 2 months or so ago. This was after the most amazing year of sightings in my entire life. Back spasms were so severe
that I'd have no control over my own body- all I could do was scream, as intense pain rushed like heat up & down my entire body. I silently requested
help. I was taken in an ambulance to the hospital the next day, where I noticed a sore spot on my back. The doctors said nothing about it.
When I hobbled home w/many painkillers in me, I looked at the spot that was sore on my back. There was a triangular red patch about an inch wide,
w/what looked like a little chunk was taken out of my back in the centre of the trianglar red spot. There was what looked like a needle or puncture
wound in the middle of the triangle.
There was nothing done to my back at the hospital or in the ambulance, by the doctors, etc. They just took x-rays & gave me meds. I do not remember
anything poking into my back at any time.
The spot on my back went through various stages, in the ensuing weeks taking on a diamond shape at one point, I went to see a massage therapist about
3 weeks later. He said "I've never seen
anything like that in my life...ummm...were you abducted by aliens?"
I told him about a few of my sightings, & what happened when I hurt my back- I how I was in very severe pain, & desperate for help.
He was amazed, & he said that he's seen strange things around here as well- not the response I expected at all.
The strange thing is that the red spot is the exact spot where the pain was.
I still have a spot on my back & I have no idea where it came from, unless it was from "them". It looks different now. The skin is darker around the
puncture wound, w/white flesh in the center (not infected-just smooth white scar tissue). It is sort of reddish around the white centre, w/darker skin
around that.
I looked up all sorts of gross skin conditions on the internet, & can't find anything similar.
I have a couple of sightings since then, & they are absolute masters of stealth. If they want nobody else but YOU to see them, they will NOT. & they
are not hallucinations- I filmed them twice so far w/my crappy cellphone camera. I have no data plan however, so I erased to footage- don't worry
though- I know I'll have many more sightings. This is not over by any means. I am a little concerned about CSIS though- my massage therapist knows
someone there.