posted on Oct, 7 2004 @ 04:31 PM
The term "satan," really means "adversary." At one point in time, I suppose I could have been called a "satanist," but that's 'cuz I was
ignorant and had dug the whole "anarcho-punk" angle as a teenager. Honestly though, I knew nothing, even though I claimed knowledge. Now I claim I
know nothing, but do have an understanding of this world. I don't live for myself, to an extent anyhoo. I try and live by the best choices I can make
so I can stand up and help others make better choices. I can't stand it when I'm judgemental towards others by what they do, so about 90 to 95% of
the time, I don't judge. It's not my part. I'm not spiritually inclined, but neither do I give in so easily to worldly desires. I guess I got this
far for something and now I just try and abide by YHVH and Yeshua willingly. Understanding is what I do now. Morals and intelligence is what I unite
now. I have no religion, but I guess I would be the adversary to those live just for themselves alone with out regard to others. That's what I was.
As I live and love, I do give a damn about others. Religion is one thing I live without. I don't appreciate pigeon-holing others. I deny what
mainstream institutions try and force feed me. It's not as it seems. I've seen what it's done to others. It's weird, from what I've seen,
hardcore Christians oppose the establishment, and those that live for themselves also seem to oppose the establishment, but pray to different deitys.
Well, whatever.