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Originally posted by eeks4
Originally posted by Burgo1010
How long?? ... Endure until the end ...
That part i know..but there is never a end.....i just dont think i can carry on anymore
Originally posted by eeks4
Here is another one much shorter...With Christ i am nailed to the cross,I live now not with my own life but Christ lives within me.I live by faith in the son of god who loved me and sacrificed himself for me..amen
My prayers have changed so much that is why im posting a few to show that Jesus is in me but i just cant understand when i pray to him to pass this cup he wont pass it
Originally posted by Atzil321
Why don't you stop trying to heal yourself through prayer 'which is obviously not working' and seek some professional help where you can recieve psychological evaluation and drugs/therapy. I offer this advice sincerely and don't want to come across as being nasty or or sarcastic. This is the best and most practical advice you are likely to recieve around here, people agreeing with you and saying they have also seen devils/demons ect is realy not helpful. You need some medical help for what is clearly a distressing mental illness.
Originally posted by eeks4
I have been fighting for about 5 years now for my life...I have seen the devil and his rim and many demons and aliens as well..This stared 5 years ago when i was anointed by the holy spirit...The Holy spirit carried me threw all the mind games and war..The devil ;and his rim came about 2 years ago and so did god...It is written that God will turn bad things to good..So i kept hearing that im suffering for Christ...The suffering doesnt end...Im about to giver up on God at this point know matter how much I love him...
God made the devil leave but didn't make the one i have been fighting for 5 years leave...Well i figured that was because if i went to the devil i would go straight to hell and with this spirit the suffering can continue and i wouldn't go to hell...I guess...Well the devil left and the spirit that I have been fighting with for 5 years is still here......I have written psalms and have rejoice threw this madness praising god the whole time but now im just beaten to a pulp and can barely pray...
Im lucky if i get to pray for 2 hours for the whole day...My bible just got thrown and ripped up last night by my own hands due to evil...The spiritual pelting s are unbearable and im always in pain...I know god has my life in his hands or i would be dead at this point..I have even prayed to die..No one will kill me and i cant die nor live at this point....
Now i feel like god has let me go threw this alone and no prayers are being answered at this point...I have been suffering for a total of 5 years,,why would God allow this to keep going and not help me..I feel like killing my self at times and going to the devil for help..But i love ;my god so so much i just wish he would help me....Why is this not stopping????
Originally posted by Atzil321
Why don't you stop trying to heal yourself through prayer 'which is obviously not working' and seek some professional help where you can recieve psychological evaluation and drugs/therapy. I offer this advice sincerely and don't want to come across as being nasty or or sarcastic. This is the best and most practical advice you are likely to recieve around here, people agreeing with you and saying they have also seen devils/demons ect is realy not helpful. You need some medical help for what is clearly a distressing mental illness.
Originally posted by eeks4
I guess in all im asking for some help!!!So would you pray for me???My name is Angel..Please give the glory to God
Originally posted by yourboycal2
Originally posted by eeks4
I guess in all im asking for some help!!!So would you pray for me???My name is Angel..Please give the glory to God
If praying didn't work for you , what makes you think it will work for others? lol your tooting the same horn you wanna put down . :p