Just read this book: The Power of Kabbalah: Technology for the Soul
Here is a summary
for your reading delight:
The meaning of life is to be happy without depending on the world outside yourself, without being dependent of the sources outside ourselves that are
temporary and always cease to provide...
Our born nature is of receptors of positive energy and we start by being it: we seek and receive positive energy on the temporary things outside
ourselves: money, possessions, job, sex, you name it, there are millions of things that give happiness. We start by exercising our nature of receivers
of positive energy (light).
But the rules of the game is that we must learn to create our own light, not be dependent of the light we find on the outside, so we first get it,
then loose it (it is always taken away after some time). We became addicts and we suffer a lot for the loss of light (positive energy, good feelings,
good vibes, pleasure, power, love, joy, peace, whatever, there are a lot of good feelings that we like).
So we loose it, we suffer, then the light it is given again, then we loose it again. We go trough many sources: sex, money, acceptability, food, cars,
be admired, be popular, power, beauty, they are endless... And its like a wheel always running.
Until we finally learn that we can be happy no matter what, until unconditional love of existence is achieved, we put no more conditions, we are happy
because we want, we no more need the temporary sources of happiness, because it is in us, the power to be happy, to create light, we are finally
creators of light, we are now creators of positive energy no longer dependent of the temporary sources outside of us.
And the game is over but we can choose to continue here to help others learn...
And this starts like this: in the beginning there was a creator of light, he was alone and he wanted to give light, so he created a receiver. They
were happy for some time but then the receiver woke up: i don't deserve this light, i must learn to create it too deserve it. I want to be a creator,
then bang, the universe was created full of darkness.
The game is to go from darkness to light, to a light that is created by ourselves. We are the initial receiver, that is our born nature but we are
transforming ourselves into creators of light.
That is our mission. To create light (positive energy). So we must stop being like an addict, we must start by living the darkness, wanting light and
not having (because it is given, then is taken away) until we learn how to create it. When we learn to be happy no matter what, that's when we end
But we must first live the darkness, live without having the power to create it, we go get to sources outside, that are temporary. But in time we
learn... It takes some time, it takes reincarnation, it takes many lives, and the more darkness we live/face the more light we create, easy lives have
little progress, the hard ones are of fast progress.
Astrologically speaking, the Scorpio/Pluto has a fatal attraction for darkness because it knows that the more darkness you face, the more light you
create, Pluto is the planet of transformation.
Then Pisces is the end of the game, unconditional love for live, when you learn that you can be happy no matter what, that the power to love and to be
happy is with you, the force is with you
Alchemy: turn lead into gold