I feel incredibly stupid right now. I spent hours in front of my newborn serious thread and it was in the end removed. And i completely understand
why, i arrest myself for that one. I was not being considerate at all regarding the people and the place. So i am sorry, i truly am.
But now my baby is gone, as this was a highly controversial topic that i felt extremely strongly about. Having strong feelings about something rarely
happens to me, and when it does i try to do it as professional
as possible. The thread was very frowned upon by 99% of the poster's. No one
seemed to understand what i was trying to commute as i was mostly attacked and disgusted. I understand that.
I am not complaining, because then i would have complained directly. This is partly an apologize, but also an expression of the sadness i feel, of
not accomplishing the goal of creating understanding amongst people regarding the topic . But I truly was being as constructive as i have ever been in
a long time, respecting everybody's opinions and it was certainly not
an attempt to promote the controversial's in any
ways, except for
I tried my best at this one really, and it's incredibly hard for me to have a thread removed when trying to discuss censorship and explicit BUT
fictional content in a very serious manner. I feel like a turdball and a douche. Right now i just want to die because i am so embarrassed and annoyed
at the same time.
But, i really wish there was one restricted forum in here where this type of discussions were allowed, keeping the other forums clean and safe. And
save unnecessary amounts of energy and time to try and cleanse the forums all the time from idiots like me.
So - i am sorry guys for writing such an offending thread.. I really am sorry. It was not my intention at all. I don't know what i am going to do
know, probably hang out some more and try to keep my self from posting any kinds of threads until i find a ''safe'' subject to thread about.
Remember, we are here to "Deny Ignorance".. not spread it.
Oh god, have i even managed to post this in the wrong place?
edit on 15-7-2011 by creatureme because: angst