November 2010 - A change...indescribable

Hi All,

I think this is my first thread in this forum... But for the past month or so i have needed to ask a question and what better place than ATS and in this particular forum.

I dont have alot of detail, no suporting links or articles just a couple questions and some history.


All i have to ask is, since November 2010 ( 2 months approx ) has anyone else felt...different or detached?

I cant desribe it exactly, all i can do is explain the way i have been feeling.

Hightened emotianal states, in some cases uncontrolable sobbing and even tears at things i wouldnt normally be affected by.

Feeling detached from your surroundings and people, friends and relatives?

Feeling Philosophical and in-touch with...something...i cant explain.




Look i dont know, maybe i'm just going through some early midlife crisis ( i'm only 25 ) so i dont know, but i thought if i was gonna ask the question this would be the place.

Also to add, leading upto to November there was no massive trauma or emotional crisis or anything that would seem to make me feel this way. I just can't explain it.

I have also had alot of trouble sleeping, my routines have been affected, i used to work out and jog every night after work and now the motivation or caring has just dissapeared. I am neglecting ym family and i really dont care about my social life at the moment and have no motivation for the future....


It's kinda scary actually cause everything has just suddenly changes in my persona and lifestyle so dramatically and i cant explain why, nothing precursed it and i am lost when looking toward the future or my plans...

Help or maybe advice....

Mostly due to the Earths Magnetic Poles Shifting. I found myself tired and having weird headaches from Nov til about a few weeks ago. A lot of people have claimed the same feeling and issues.

In short, yes I have. But my heightened emotional state has been a sense of pure relief and deep relaxation for the most part.

I've had a lot of the same experiences as you, and I haven't had anything really traumatic happen, either. It's become hard for me to plan for the future or get motivated to do much of anything, and I have had less and less interest in social activities, but I don't feel stressed or depressed or anything like that.

reply to post by gnosticquasar


I wouldnt call my emotional states...releif though. It's actually gotten to the stage where at times i have to leave the room or defelct my eyes because something random had come on TV or i have read something online and i just cant control it. Sadness...is a huge part lately but also.. um i guess awareness, thats the first word that comes to mind, but then i dont know what it relates to too or what im aware off,perhaps awareness of how bad things really are in the world? It is sadening..

Also when i say detached..i mean really detached from anyone i used to socialise with or talk too. The worst part is my family, lately it's like i dont care whether i see them or not.. and for me thats a big change because i am really into family normally and have always been. Xmas day just past i slept half the day and then spent the rest of it alone, the same for new years... i actually spent it on ATS sending a New Years shout out... every other year i will go out to the city or to a friends gathering etc and the same for Xmas, i will normally be with family and have a great day... This year i just didnt care and had no motivation whatsoever...


I hate it because i dont know why i am feeling this way, i can't rationalise it..

reply to post by Havick007


I've been feeling "it" too... I think we just know on the inside that something is going to happen..what that is..I don't know...the world is fast tracking to a conclusion..just live your life because we may not have much longer to do that.

reply to post by Nebulous1973


That's the thing though, i dont know whats going to happen...

In regard to ATS and alot of the theories and junk going around. I have been interested in the subject for many years, sonce i was about 14, science, physics, even UFO's, ancient egypt, Atlantis and all the other stuff we see here, although only politcal/business/commerce in the past couple of years.

But this is different, it's not that type of uncertainty or fear/paranoia.. It's just something that i cant explain... as much as i want to be able to as i know how this probably sounds...

I've considered depression, but then i dont know why i would be depressed, like i said nothing caused this or ''set me off''. All of a sudden in the latter of Nov 2010 i just changed, almost like a 180'... Like i said rountines, emotions, motivations, goals...it all just dropped off and almost overnight i felt different, i ust stopped carring about things that should be important to me.

Even now i think of those things i and i know that it should be important and that my life and even health is suffering, i'm not sleeping right, not eating right ( prob once a day and almost always takeaway junk ) i've stopped exersing and have probably put on about 10kg (22lb) and i cant shake it.

Ive gotten to the point where ive stopped caring about work, before Nov i hadnt taken 1 sick day in over 10 months but now since Nov i have had about 6 sick days and almost lost total care or motivation to work.

reply to post by Havick007


A friend of mine brought up an interesting point last night. He suggested that HAARP or some other similar program is simply emitting a frequency worldwide that is just out of hearing range. Something to just nag at the back of everyone's subconcious, like a dripping faucet in the night or a neighbor at work tapping their fingernails. But it's there all the time, irritating you, putting you on edge or wearing you down depending on your natural disposition.

Seems to me that the intensity of The Irritant is being upped on a regular basis, and November with the elections and the various prophecies, etc seems like it would have been a great time to up the juice while making people's degrading moods and mental state seem like a natural result of the weird world around them.

Of course, people respond to different frequencies in different ways and this added stimulus can serve simply to amplify experience and perception, so the hostile grow more hostile, the tranquil more relaxed etc . . .

reply to post by Havick007


You need to stop reading ATS a bit.

Don't cut it entirely out of your life, just ease up.

Go outside, take a deep breath and count your blessings.

peace

reply to post by RobertAntonWeishaupt


Thats a fair point and maybe a possibility?? But wouldnt the effects be more widespread but also localised to certian geographical locations, i mean if i was affected why not the people around me...

reply to post by vermonster


I dont think it's ATS making me feel this way?

It doesnt directly relate to what i read on this site...

Quit inhaling burned green particulate plant matter into your lungs. Symptoms should dissipate within 7-10 days.

Or.

Just let your mind take a rest for awhile. Disconnect yourself from the things you have been connecting to. Reconnect to the things you've been disconnected from. Let your mind be at ease.. All is well. Goosfraba.

reply to post by Havick007


Yes, I've noticed a difference, and I suppose that November was possibly about the time it started.

I can't say that my experience has been a bad one though. I have felt more in touch with myself and others. I've also felt more in touch with... something, lol. Ok, that sounds stupid, but I can't quite explain it. I have noticed that information I wish to find out, usually just comes to me. I'll think about it, only to find out the answer a few hours later. Granted, this isn't any kind of life-changing information... just random stuff that I think about and I'm always amazed at how fast the answer comes.

Today, I feel a very strange sense of "calm." I woke up and the first thing I said was, "it's too quiet." It was very odd. The silence was almost palpable and around this place and that is VERY STRANGE!

One negative thing I have noticed is that my nightmares have increased. I used to almost never have nightmares, but I've had quite a few lately and I HATE it. My dreams are usually amusing... funny even, but the scary and gory ones have definitely started occurring more frequently.

I'm glad you started this thread. I look forward to seeing how many people have noticed a difference.

reply to post by ZiggyMojo


lol i like you assume i smoke... um..well you know.

No thats not the case either friend. Perhaps in my younger days but not any more

Originally posted by Havick007
reply to post by RobertAntonWeishaupt

 

Thats a fair point and maybe a possibility?? But wouldnt the effects be more widespread but also localised to certian geographical locations, i mean if i was affected why not the people around me...

Different reaction to identical stimuli is a pretty common as is a wide variance in the way such reactions are expressed. Geography would play into things based on where the facilities would be located, geography, geology and atmospheric conditions. As the ads say, "your mileage may vary".

reply to post by gemineye


One thing i can relate too is my dreams have also changed, the majority of the time i dont remember my dreams or when i do i dont take much notice, but lately i have noticed them being or...feeling more intense, after i wake up they are clearer and i have more memory of them.. although nothing worth mentioning but they are more vivid lately... it may be unrelated though.
Like i said my sleeping patterns have changed abit lately..

reply to post by RobertAntonWeishaupt

A friend of mine brought up an interesting point last night. He suggested that HAARP or some other similar program is simply emitting a frequency worldwide that is just out of hearing range.

I don't think it's HAARP, or anything else caused by man. Everything is blamed on the HAARP facility these days. I mean, HAARP is nothing but a distraction from the real facility. But to be honest, I've had these "feelings" for several years now. It is only recently that I've stopped having these weird feelings. Maybe I'm finally beginning to accept the coming transitions and shifts in energy taking place, maybe I've thought about for so long it seems natural to me. Maybe I was never certain but now my inner self is sure. Whatever the reason, I'm glad I can go about my life without having the weight of this crap on my shoulders. I've never really been a family sort of guy either, but recently I'm starting to really appreciate the love and care of my relatives. For once in my "life" I'm actually starting to become a "normal person" instead of an emotionless conspiracy theorist on a mission to awaken all the sheeple. I guess maybe I've realized resistance is futile (against these "changes", not the Government ).

I no longer smoke but I do know there were times when I did.. That I'd get that disconnected feeling. I'd take a break for awhile and be fine.

There are a lot of positive and negative external stressers that occur around the start of November. The holiday season begins, the weather starts to change and if you're in the northern hemisphere you generally start to spend more time inside. Humans have psychological responses to seasonal changes, of course these responses vary from person to person but it is present in all of us. We are.. After all... Mammals. Get checked out for SAD. Seasonal Affective Disorder. You may have mild bouts. It's nothing serious in most cases, and fairly common to some degrees.

I think its easy for people, like most of us here on ATS, to get lost in all of the philosophical questions we constantly ask. ATS can play tricks on your mind. It can really rewire your brain, as can many things. Don't let it envelope you. Maybe it isn't anyhow.. Just be wary.

I'm no doctor, but I think it is easy to tell when you subconscious is sending messages... Something made you feel disconnected. Try to focus on things you may have done but quit doing.. Foods you ate, activities, even something as simple as a video game you played for months and then finally beat. Who knows. Is there someone you haven't seen for awhile, or feel as though you should? Something you have done and need cleared of your conscience. I dunno, trying to pinpoint where the emotion may be stemming from.. Then maybe we can investigate further.

Originally posted by Havick007
reply to post by gemineye

 

One thing i can relate too is my dreams have also changed, the majority of the time i dont remember my dreams or when i do i dont take much notice, but lately i have noticed them being or...feeling more intense, after i wake up they are clearer and i have more memory of them.. although nothing worth mentioning but they are more vivid lately... it may be unrelated though.
Like i said my sleeping patterns have changed abit lately..

Ok.. This struck a chord with me. Since about September I've been having extremely vivid dreams. Most of which have no relation to anything manifesting in my awakened state. The dreams are so vivid or intense that they feel incredibly real. Before I started having these dreams I could hardly remember them. Now I wake up and remember minute details and sometimes I wake up sweating or heart pounding.. Even if the dream was peaceful or serene. The authenticity of my dreams is so spot on there were a couple of instances I could have swore than my dreams actually happened.. I would realize, because of some minor detail though.. That I was of course thinking of a dream. This I feel, may require some serious discussion. Can magnetic shifts change our pineal gland's functions or the secretion of dopamine, dimethyltryptamine and serotonin?

I mentioned this same thing on another thread, well several actually, and I do not want to sound like a broken record going off but my life completely changed over night on exactly Nov 1.

As for my energies, I have been "through the roof" with excitement and motivation right up until Jan 6; then it all stopped. Now I cannot seem to get anything done. Literally I have a construction project in the works which I have done many times over in my past and it is just waiting for me.

Years ago I came up with the explanation of "healthy procrastination", in that sometimes when there is a block or wall preventing us from moving forward and it does not make sense, that it is a way for us to stop for a moment because a realization is at hand. Another avenue, another method, or even the right people given the circumstances. Why should things be so difficult I often wonder and then along comes the answers to why I should have stopped! I certainly attribute this and my appreciation for such things to "Great Spirit".

I Trust "Spirit" in my life to guide me and bring me the Peace I desire, but often I am a bit pushy and then when I cannot follow through I get a bit miffed...at myself. Right now, since Jan 6, I feel like I am suspended, in limbo, waiting for the answers. Of course I know what is coming, what is out there, and what is happening around us, I just want to know how I apply to all of this and if there is something I can to in the meantime. It is all so quiet right now I think my muse has left me. I can still see the beauty but the inspirations that motivated me in the past seem to have been "cut-off".

I have asked many times over now, "have I died?" as if this were the transitional period between knowing about the death, accepting the death, and then finally embracing the death.

It is the Sun, the Moon, and the Stars my friend! It is the Earth and the Sky, and above all else it is the Mother and the Father. We are the next "Sons or Daughters of God/Goddess" to take the places where we are most needed. A place of safety or a position of "healthy procrastination" can allow us to take a bit more time than we are wanting to expend because it is all about timing from this point.

I think it is the magnetic poles and our Sun, and also I believe ultimately it is the Interstellar Fluff that is bearing down on the heliosphere of our Solar System. If Voyager has determined that it is distorted like an egg because of the "unusual magnetics" involved, then I am pretty much right there knowing that we are not just sitting in our rooms or homes but we are a part of this Solar System as much as the planets themselves are.

I suspect we will be blind for a bit longer, because I am just not me anymore! Even my friends know this is not me; but on my end I have went from 220 a year or two ago, then 190 in November, and now I am at 156 pounds. I consider myself a really good cook and my winters consist of dish after dish of incredible foods as I go from one recipe book to another. I am pleased with this weight as it has been since high school days (30 years coming in 2012) that I was this thin...and beautiful (ok, that was stretching it LOL).

At any rate, we have to keep trusting that things will work out just as they are meant to be; it is a tough road but we chose this path didn't we?

I think it would be really great to get more people to voice similar opinions in this thread.

This one has long been suspicious that there is more to life than what is told to us, and particularly what can be explored quantitatively (to this ones chagrin, at the time ). But how to access something that is already there, that for some reason is not seen? Sharing with others, i would say helps. There are simply things here which are not quantifiable, even singularly, and much less so when taken into account "it" all happens continuously.

I think that for many people, voicing such a thing takes an interesting form of bravery, as it blurs the line of the subjective. I dont think enough people are.. even remotely aware of all the occurrences that happen every continuous moment of our lives. It was around that time, this one started to tell others it was time to "sing" and i said "it is time to radiate love." I have no doubt others have done the same thing, in different qualifications. Not many will "get" that, but it doesnt really matter. Those that will, will.

So, thank you. Truly.

This one is no longer "afraid" of the judgments of peers regarding such things (Especially in the fields i work in..), because a change needs to happen, but it needs to be at our individual core. Politics wont change anything, business wont change anything, science wont change anything, religion wont change anything. None of these "things" will do anything whatsoever to yield the changes that will solve the real problems. I see that the change that many seem to want to occur, will need to happen on an individual level of humans seeing that the "power" resides in each and every individual. "We" are the decision-makers, now its time for us to start actually moving instead of reveling in the stagnation of many years past..

But, i think that takes a step that some (perhaps most) are not willing to take. We will see.