I think its an effect of your migraine onset, and cerbral damage in general.
in 2006 I had an Aneurysm. A blood vessel in my frontal lobe burst. No pain, as per your migraine, but all the sudden I was dizzy, my left side went
numb and dead, and I couldn't speak.
Sometime later, I became aware that the world seemed more alien than it used to be, like a disconnect. I felt like I was dead. After spending some
time with my thoughts, since I couldn't talk (That lasted about 6 months)
,I realized that if you die while your asleep, you have no way of knowing that you're dead.
This feeling wasn't just a passing thought, or a loose theory, it FELT true. I changed because of it. Maybe its Fearless, but I think its just a
disconnect from my environment. To this day I still feel as though time moves different. Not scary, but a little discomforting.
Recently, I talked a to a friend who had the same thing happen, only hers was an Embolism.
She had the same feelings of being dead. She said she felt like she was clinging t a limb over a cliff, and if she let go, she would just die. This
still happens today to her. It gave me hope, actually. If nothing else, I'm not alone.
And neither are you.
Remember that if you can, if you feel it helps you. I know it does me.
If you want to PM me, please do. I'd love to talk to you.
Have faith. In anything.
EDIT: I want to extend that request to talk to you to everyone here who went through the same sort of thing. I didn't realize it when I started
responding that so many of us went, or are going through this.
edit on 23-10-2010 by Kaiwynn because: (no reason given)