posted on Oct, 7 2009 @ 04:24 PM
I'm sorry you suffer from this illness. I can relate, as I grew up with a bi-polar father. He's 64 and was diagnosed with this illness about 35
years ago. My parents wound up divorcing because of this. At the time, he was going through a manic phase and that's what led up to the divorce. He
was a JUCO basketball coach then and was on the road a lot which led to an affair. My parents did remarry though. My mom has been very understanding
about his illness and everything that goes with it.
He finally went to the doctor after their 5 year long divorce and seemed to be getting better after he was put on meds. NEVER, NEVER stop taking them.
The times my dad has been off have been a literal nightmare. Spending money like you have, drinking, and just all around bizarre behavior. He's been
hospitalized a few times. He's in a depressive state right now. He's just coming down from a high that lasted about 8 months. When he hits the low
he does much like you, and stays in the bed. The last time he did this, he was in the bed for over a year. Got up to eat and that was pretty much it.
The doctor's are constantly changing his meds because he builds up a resistance to them after a while. I don't know what the answer is for him or
you or anyone that suffers from this monster disease except to STAY ON YOUR MEDS. On the days that you do feel motivated, I would suggest exercise
too. Maybe just go for a walk. Believe me when I say, I understand why you say you can't find the motivation. Best of luck to you. Maybe one day,
they'll find a cure for it. Until then, stick with what the doctor gives you. Might not hurt to see a different doctor after a while if you've been
going to the same one for some time. A different perspective might be a good thing. My dad is scheduled to see a new doctor after 35 years with the
same one.
I flagged your thread because this is something that many people aren't aware of, and if they are, don't realize how debilitating this illness is.
My thoughts are with you.
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