posted on Sep, 6 2009 @ 06:52 AM
i had a feeling when i first started reading the op, that you were a sensitive person. i guess the avatar helps with that as well: pale skinned,
pale-haired, delicate, feminine gestures. then as i continued to read, i realized you were so sensitive, you were picking up stuff that you don't
need or rather want.
my sis gave me some good advice on this particular type of topic. she said that sensitive people tend to absorb emotional energy differently (i'm
paraphrasing). for them, love is more emotional. fear is more fearful. and so on. it can literally make you ill. you have to regulate the influx and
outflow or you use up all your available energy and could take hours, days or even weeks to get back to normal. you could also end up attracting more
than you want or need, which has its own problems.
you can either end up as a feeder of energy vampires, or the opposite, an energy vampire yourself, in that way, so learning to balance it out is a
good idea. one way to do that is to regulate how much negativity you allow in your brain. your emotional state is tied into your energy field. so if
you're really sensitive, keeping tabs on how much the words you're reading are effecting you is a really good idea - else you may sense that your
generating a field of absorption or expenditure that you can't afford or don't wish to impose on others.
i have had a similar experience although mine was a result of something better categorized as a vision or oobe. i say similar because i believe
there's a possibility my energy somehow hitched a ride on a nearby radar dome's energy scans. i know that sounds crazy but the after effects not
only effected me but both of my kids, who were just 8 and 9 years old at the time and began to complain that their skin was stinging like that numbing
pins and needles sensation you get when you sit on your foot too long (which, incidentally, happened to me as well as soon as the experience ended).
their exact words were "it feels like it's raining in the house" the incident began while i was sitting by my computer, btw, and had just had an
exhausting argument with an individual on the subject of the various histories and wars in the middle east.
so there's a chance, ya know, seeing as how we are electrical fields, as well, that we can effect our surroundings to the extent of attracting things
to us we don't want to attract. i suggest that your decision to not go on the net for awhile was probably healing because your emotions were no
longer being embroiled by the constant stream of anger, suspicion, negativity, hate, hostility, fear and other things you would encounter on this site
on a daily basis.