posted on May, 9 2004 @ 10:26 PM
Most of my encounters are dismissed as unhealthy halucinations caused by my Bi-polar disorder.
Communication or voices are racing thoughts..MORE MEDS
Unseens are paranoid delusions..treated for sckizophrenia..MORE MEDS (NOT IN DIAGNOSIS..remember Bi-Polar)
once I did have break down of reality which physically effected me as well. Starting questioning reality. Feeling chased and watched. This was a
paranoid delusion. Felt aweful and insane. MEDICATION USED SUCCESSFUL
Are we over medicated to "lock" abilities to pacify rather than justify the encounters as possible realities. Perhaps, easier to dismiss unpopular
ideas that could confuse the "comfort" of the socially accepted reality. CONUNDRUM veiwed negatively.
OR perhaps there is VALIDATION that is being supressed. Inprisoned in "ORDER".
Oh, I am just always questioning if meds are always used correctly. Why do I take meds for other diagnosis when "convenient".