posted on Jun, 22 2009 @ 02:21 PM
Here goes. I'm 55 which in itself is unbelievable to me (must be a calendar conspiracy as yet undiscovered). Seriously, I'm functioning on about
10% heart function so my time is running short. I have always believed in God and since I don't think he lives around here it's only natural to
assume that there is intelligent life beyond our pathetic definition of it. I have seen one UFO in my life. I always try to find the logical reason
for things I experience. It's just where my mind goes.
I wouldn't trust our government as far as I could throw it and let's see hmmmm...conspiracies? Yeah they happen. I trust my gut on evidence. So
far I don't believe it's led me wrong.
The reason I've joined here is to hopefully understand something happening in my life. I hope I won't offend anyone by bringing up what is
considered paranormal phenomena here, but the more I read and listen to people about the ufo deal, the more it seems I recognize in my own experiences
with this whole paranormal thing. I rent a space for my business that once housed a funeral home and morgue. In the past 9 months, "shop
weirdness" has become almost daily. Yes we've recorded voices on digital recorders. Yes I've seen things moving on their own. No I'm not afraid
of any of it.
Recently one of the weirder things that happened was that an "entity" for lack of a better term used my cell phone to leave a voice mail on a
friend's cell, while we were having a conversation. She hung up, saw there was a voicemail, thought it was odd since it took place during the time
we were on the phone, listened and it was a voice belonging to a personality we call The Creeper. How is that possible? Does anyone have any
I listened to Clifford Stone and a couple of things stood out concerning some physical side effects we've had. One was nausea which seems to be at
an all time high at the shop. Several times I've heard of entities being invisible to some but seen by others. Could that also be the definition
used for apparitions? I know that in one interview Stone mentioned having seen people as a child who no one else saw.
I try to understand why we can at times hear someone whispering quite loudly in our ear and at others only hear voices on the recorder. Are there for
lack of a better term "gateways" around the earth that would enable others to contact us from other dimensions? Is there any evidence of this sort
of thing existing or are all visitations by ET's always physical and require some sort of physical conveyance.
I lost my husband in '06 and became consumed with where he was, was there orientation week, all the usual stuff. I never in a trillion years would
have thought I'd be sitting here writing this post right now. But I want to know.
If I don't really fit in here let me know and I'll travel on looking for answers. But if anyone has any insights that would help me find logic in
this most illogical situation I sure would appreciate it.
The one thing that I've taken from these experiences is the certainty that fear can be a factor in our lives even after death. It would seem the
majority of contact we've had with The Creeper and his "victims" taught us that if we judge ourselves unforgiveable before we die, there can be
someone out there waiting who agrees and wants to add us to their group of "detainees".
Anyway thanks if you've read this and if you've got any thoughts aside from I'm nuts please post them. I've already explored that one thoroughly.
If I could just convince myself I didn't see what I saw or hear what I'm hearing I'd buy it without a second thought.