Originally posted by whatukno
reply to post by TravelerintheDark
It simply was not just a cat, it was a familiar. BIG difference.
What a horrible horrible thing to happen. I feel so badly.
Thank you, I dont think some understand what a familiar means. Its not a pet. She was part of me I communed with her and she was my connection to the
earth and spirit.
Someone said she was an outside cat...she wasn't she was an inside cat I did everything I could to keep her inside..I live in the middle of farm
fields my neighbors live a 1/4 mile away on each side of me and those kids killed one barn cat after another and through them behind my truck and
poisoned my dog. This was not my barn cat she spent all her time in my lap. She was born from a barn cat but she was my house cat.
More than a house cat. She was my familiar she chose to be my familiar. She was dead in a spot that someone had to swerve on this country road. I know
when something is killed where it lays. I am Fire/EMT. No details but it was obvious.
Some creep swerved and killed her because she was a black cat.
My wonderful little familiar.
To anyone that is going to try and beat me up because YOU know what is in the Christian soul stop and think and dont post. I am do not prejudge ANYONE
except the empty headed people that do things like this.
My Baptist friend
was my PARTNER we spent many many times backing each other in facing death of not just ourselves but so many that died in our
care. He saw mt eyes afterwords...he witnessed the pain this job gives me. Yet when he saw my ring he turned on me. He turned on the ONE man he knew
he could trust. The one that would have burned to death for him without question ot hesitation and he turned on me because of a ring.
I used to be a church consultant before being a Firefighter and visited well over a thousand churches and I know the lack of true spirit in them.
Granted there are a lot of good Christians but most are Chistians not for good but to just save their butts from hell.
So dont you tell me. I never met a metaphysical person in my life that would do harm to anyone or an animal.
That holy roller spark in your eyes is not of God. It is of selfish gratification.
Go ahead and flame me...I just lost a big part of myself today. I have lived this modern witch hunt for two years now. They finally got my
Thank you for your understanding whatukno.
Originally posted by badmedia
Sorry, but using the actions of a few to blame the many is just wrong. Sucks what happened, sounds like some pretty ignorant people. But no need to
let them drag you down to their level.
I have never blamed the many for the few. Doministic evangelical Christians have been under the spell of something that stinks for too long now.
I needed that vitriolic tirade
today of all days. I was quiet when they I made me find another fire department to work at then killed FIVE
barn cats and my beloved German shepherd...today was too much. Anything but my familiar...I waited years for her to come to me.
She was not my familiar because she was black either...I have had five black barn cats...black cats come to me all the time. I have never looked for
one or any cat, they just come wondering up to my house in the middle of nowhere.
A familiar though...they are part of you. They give you serenity and help make the world a more magickal place because you can see through there eyes
at times and be with them when you dream. Some claim to have familiars but until you have a true familiar you cant imagine what its like.
Her name was Weecat not only because she was small but mainly because she was us...her and I...we.
They finally got to me. I am going to give myself until this next full moon before I make a final decision to quit being a Firefighter.
[edit on 5-3-2009 by LoneGunMan]