Depressed?

i get panic attacks too....its undoubtedly the worst thing in the world, ive had them since i was in elementary school and theyve gotten progressively worse. paxil and other antidepressantscure them temporarily, but they do not "cure" your panic attacks forever. i read somwhere (sorry i dont have the link, i dont remember where) that these drugs may actually cause MORE attacks over time.

with drugs and depression...it kinda shocked into me....

i used to be a pill popper, too much. way too much. i would take 5 or 6 every half hour ...maybe 9 or 10 times a day for a week straight. thats nearly a whole bottle in 2 days. of anything, aspirin, ibuprofin, weight loss pills, vitamins, anything i could get my hands on. it does even give you a high its just an addiction

then i made the sharp realization of how truly depressing it is that nearly every kid in america has a giant bottle of PILLS next to their bed. whatever happened to human contact? human treatment, love, trust, healing, help??? *drugs are simply the absence of humanity and love

so i dont take them anymore. granted, i still have a bottle....or 7, lying around, but im not a popper anymore.

depression, sometimes, may be cured by these drugs. but when you really think about it, the drugs cant cure it because its the *drugs that started it.

I didn't read most the replies, but the depression those drugs are being used to treat isn't "oh ho hum my life is boring and sad" - type depression. We're talking full on life altering depression, when its in full swing you're basically a giant organic pile of matter, and the only thing you can do is be so severely depressed you might not even be able to move yourself to the bathroom, or even care that you can't, type depression.

hmm, couple physical symptoms vs being depressed to the point of not being able to move, and basically in stages of catatonia. Not that hard a choice for me.

On paper yes, the trade-offs do sound bad, but when it comes down to the people who SHOULD be taking those drugs, there is really no question if its the right thing to do.

Prozac-

I was actually on this drug for awhile, until we found out that it causes the metabolism to slow, and I gained about 50 pounds in a little less than 2 months.

Serzone-

The next drug I was put on. Causes you to sleep for at least 18 hours a day. That's how it treats depression. You can't be depressed if you're asleep, now can you?

Neither were effective, and I was inflicting lacerations on my forearm at least once a day for a period of about a month, until I was taken off drugs, and put into counseling.

Can't believe I've said all that. I got over my depression without drugs, and I'm better for it now, I hope.

CUT AND PASTE ALERT

An illusion it will be, so large, so vast it will escape their perception.
Those who will see it will be thought of as insane.



We will create separate fronts to prevent them from seeing the connection between us. We will behave as if we are not connected to keep the illusion alive. Our goal will be accomplished one drop at a time so as to never bring suspicion upon ourselves. This will also prevent them from seeing the changes as they occur.


We will always stand above the relative field of their experience for we know the secrets of the absolute.We will work together always and will remain bound by blood and secrecy. Death will come to he who speaks.


We will keep their lifespan short and their minds weak while pretending to do the opposite. We will use our knowledge of science and technology in subtle ways so they will never see what is happening. We will use soft metals, aging accelerators and sedatives in food and water, also in the air.



They will be blanketed by poisons everywhere they turn. The soft metals will cause them to lose their minds. We will promise to find a cure from our many fronts, yet we will feed them more poison.
The poisons will be absorbed trough their skin and mouths, they will destroy their minds and reproductive systems.
From all this, their children will be born dead, and we will conceal this information.



The poisons will be hidden in everything that surrounds them, in what they drink, eat, breathe and wear. We must be ingenious in dispensing the poisons for they can see far. We will teach them that the poisons are good, with fun images and musical tones. Those they look up to will help. We will enlist them to push our poisons.



They will see our products being used in film and will grow accustomed to them and will never know their true effect.
When they give birth we will inject poisons into the blood of their children and convince them its for their help. We will start early on, when their minds are young, we will target their children with what children love most, sweet things. When their teeth decay we will fill them with metals that will kill their mind and steal their future.



When their ability to learn has been affected, we will create medicine that will make them sicker and cause other diseases for which we will create yet more medicine. We will render them docile and weak before us by our power. They will grow depressed, slow and obese, and when they come to us for help, we will give them more poison.



We will focus their attention toward money and material goods so they may never connect with their inner self. We will distract them with fornication, external pleasures and games so they may never be one with the oneness of it all. Their minds will belong to us and they will do as we say. If they refuse we shall find ways to implement mind-altering technology into their lives. We will use fear as our weapon.



We will establish their governments and establish opposites within. We will own both sides. We will always hide our objective but carry out our plan. They will perform the labor for us and we shall prosper from their toil,s
Our families will never mix with theirs. Our blood must be pure always, for it is the way.



We will make them kill each other when it suits us.
We will keep them separated from the oneness by dogma and religion.s
We will control all aspects of their lives and tell them what to think and how. We will guide them kindly and gently letting them think they are guiding themselves. We will foment animosity between them through our factions. When a light shall shine among them, we shall extinguish it by ridicule, or death, whichever suits us best.



We will make them rip each other's hearts apart and kill their own children.
We will accomplish this by using hate as our ally, anger as our friend.
The hate will blind them totally, and never shall they see that from their conflicts we emerge as their rulers. They will be busy killing each other.s They will bathe in their own blood and kill their neighbors for as long as we see fit. We will benefit greatly from this, for they will not see us, for they cannot see us.
We will continue to prosper from their wars and their deaths.
We shall repeat this over and over until our ultimate goal is accomplished.
We will continue to make them live in fear and anger though images and sounds.




We will use all the tools we have to accomplish this.
The tools will be provided by their labour.
We will make them hate themselves and their neighbours.
We will always hide the divine truth from them, that we are all one. This they must never know! They must never know that color is an illusion, they must always think they are not equal.



Drop by drop, drop by drop we will advance our goal.
We will take over their land, resources and wealth to exercise total control over them. We will deceive them into accepting laws that will steal the little freedom they will have.




We will establish a money system that will imprison them forever, keeping them and their children in debt. When they shall ban together, we shall accuse them of crimes and present a different story to the world for we shall own all the media. We will use our media to control the flow of information and their sentiment in our favour.
When they shall rise up against us we will crush them like insects, for they are less than that.
They will be helpless to do anything for they will have no weapons.




We will recruit some of their own to carry out our plans, we will promise them eternal life, but eternal life they will never have for they are not of us.
The recruits will be called "initiates" and will be indoctrinated to believe false rites of passage to higher realms. Members of these groups will think they are one with us never knowing the truth. They must never learn this truth for they will turn against us. For their work they will be rewarded with earthly things and great titles, but never will they become immortal and join us, never will they receive the light and travel the stars. They will never reach the higher realms, for the killing of their own kind will prevent passage to the realm of enlightenment. This they will never know.




The truth will be hidden in their face, so close they will not be able to focus on it until its too late. Oh yes, so grand the illusion of freedom will be, that they will never know they are our slaves.
When all is in place, the reality we will have created for them will own them. This reality will be their prison. They will live in self-delusion.
When our goal is accomplished a new era of domination will begin.
Their minds will be bound by their beliefs, the beliefs we have established from time immemorial.


But if they ever find out they are our equal, we shall perish then. THIS THEY MUST NEVER KNOW.

If they ever find out that together they can vanquish us, they will take action. They must never, ever find out what we have done, for if they do, we shall have no place to run, for it will be easy to see who we are once the veil has fallen. Our actions will have revealed who we are and they will hunt us down and no person shall give us shelter.



This is the secret covenant by which we shall live the rest of our present and future lives, for this reality will transcend many generations and life spans.
This covenant is sealed by blood, our blood. We, the ones who from heaven to earth came.


This covenant must NEVER, EVER be known to exist. It must NEVER, EVER be written or spoken of for if it is, the consciousness it will spawn will release the fury of the PRIME CREATOR upon us and we shall be cast to the depths from whence we came and remain there until the end time of infinity itself.

I'll keep it short.
Hospitals...If a major hos' signs a 2-3 yr contract with one of
the big pharm' co's to only use their products, u can be talking
50%-65% discount.

Too many cheap 'solutions', for too many ignorant doctors
who only see a number, you.

You want prescip' drugs that mess with your brain, these
r used far too often, Triptanol....Baclofen(Lioresal)

Talk to your closest friend if you are depressed.

Originally posted by Scat
i get panic attacks too....its undoubtedly the worst thing in the world, ive had them since i was in elementary school and theyve gotten progressively worse. paxil and other antidepressantscure them temporarily, but they do not "cure" your panic attacks forever. i read somwhere (sorry i dont have the link, i dont remember where) that these drugs may actually cause MORE attacks over time.

with drugs and depression...it kinda shocked into me....

i used to be a pill popper, too much. way too much. i would take 5 or 6 every half hour ...maybe 9 or 10 times a day for a week straight. thats nearly a whole bottle in 2 days. of anything, aspirin, ibuprofin, weight loss pills, vitamins, anything i could get my hands on. it does even give you a high its just an addiction

then i made the sharp realization of how truly depressing it is that nearly every kid in america has a giant bottle of PILLS next to their bed. whatever happened to human contact? human treatment, love, trust, healing, help??? *drugs are simply the absence of humanity and love

so i dont take them anymore. granted, i still have a bottle....or 7, lying around, but im not a popper anymore.

depression, sometimes, may be cured by these drugs. but when you really think about it, the drugs cant cure it because its the *drugs that started it.

Good on ya, Scat. U r spot on that the whole thing ends up
with the pills causing the problem in the first place. Just a
heads up...you cannot just stop taking certain pills !!!!
The dosage must be SLOWLY decreased. Consult a pharmacy.

a reply to: NephraTari

Am pleased to give you the first star and flag of your OP !!!
Only 17 years late...

The marketing of 'depression', and the sales of the Big-Harma™ treatments, have skyrocketed since then.

But now : am sensing a 'new' kind of collective, yet individual 'depression'.

Maybe it could be more accurately described as despair, or hopelessness.
Have seen multiple posters lately, say they're just ready to go, if death comes-a-knockin'.

Perhaps worth a thread of it's own, if the trend continues.

The link ?
This Big-Harma™ sponsored Scamdemic™, and the many repercussions on the good citizens.

Wherever there is sickness and suffering : Big-Harma™ is there.
It's just not clear if they arrived before, or after the crap started...