Why is it that I can't have any good feelings inside me for a week?
First, I was depressed about some girl.
Then, I was depressed about how I feel about my guitar soloing skills.
Now, I'm pissed off at myself about how jealous I am.
If you've read the post I've made about this, then you may know how I feel. If not, I'l tell you the story.
In my band, our drummer and our rhythm guitarist are going out.
And it's been bothering me for the past week. I've been so stressed out about it I haven't eaten for a week, and that can't be good.
I wanted to date our drummer. Really bad. I mean really
bad. Not only is she good looking, but her personality is great and she kicks ass at
the drums. So, I told my friend (our rhythm guitarist) that I wanted to date her, and he said:
Originally Said by Our Guitarist Who always gets the hot girls before me! (ARRRARRG!)
Dude, we're already going out.
So that had me pissed off for a while. Not at him. Or at her. Or at myself. Just at the fact that people always get the things I want before I can get
But now, I'm over it. I realize the fact that as of now, I don't have a chance.
Whenever I see them talking or walking together (not even holding hands or anything), all of a sudden, I feel heavy.
And can anyone tell me how to not feel this way?