posted on Jan, 8 2022 @ 03:43 PM
Eight years ago something strange happened to me. I was taking a nap during the early afternoon hours and suddenly I felt something SLAM into my
chest. It felt like a giant ball of electricity slammed into my chest . Even though it lasted only a few seconds, it was strong and powerful enough
to make me bolt straight up from my laying position. It scared me immensely. I had no idea what it was and it bothered me for awhile and then I
just shook it off because nothing else followed.
At approximately 11 pm that night while trying to sleep, I began to have terrible chest pains and waited until the next day to seek medical help. As
it was, I had a heart attack. I felt very lethargic and not worried at all. For some reason, I wasn’t worried or panicked at all when I was told I
had a heart attack. Didn’t feel anything really.
Since that time, I am convinced that whatever it was that slammed into my chest, somehow changed something in my brain, electrically or chemically.
Was it a warning of what was to come? Doctors that I told it to said they hadn’t heard of anything like that happening before and it likely
wasn’t related to the heart attack.
The moment something slammed into my chest was the same moment I as a person changed. Was a 30 yr smoker and stopped smoking on my own that very
day, with no withdrawals whatsoever. Never had a single one and still I have no urges or cravings for a cigarette. I no longer cared about much
of anything I used to like doing. Such as: gardening, yard work, cooking, baking, playing Words with Friends, Doing genealogy, shopping, etc. I
went from what could be called a horder in training to throwing everything out that I don’t need. To include family heirlooms. I used to be a
night owl, now I go to sleep early every night without fail. I also used to have Seasonal Affective Disorder extremely bad and now I don’t have
it at all.
If you say the heart attack scared me into changing, you are wrong. I have tried to make that the reason I have changed, but it is not the reason.
The ball of electricity in my chest was what changed me.
I’m not the same person anymore, not even close. I don’t think the same, I don’t dress the same, I don’t enjoy anything that I used to.
Music was my life before and when I realized it wasn’t anymore, I had to MAKE myself listen to the music again and learn to love it again. Thank
god I got my love of music back.
I don’t say I had a near death experience, but something happened. And it is constantly on my mind why I am a different person. I do take anti
depressants, but I am not depressed now, I’m just not myself. I’m a different person and it freaks me out. I feel it is paranormal and would
love to know if anyone else has had this happen or know of it happening to anyone?