a reply to: DarkestConspiracyMoon
Thanks for the bold response - to be honest, I used to suffer true existential terror & dread when contemplating such potentially 'nuts' cosmological
shenanigans, despite having formerly strong faith & a belief system which had brought me through thick & thin. It was around the time of the rise of
the Simulation Theory, then the Mandela Effect, and the sudden maelstrom of 'Flat Earth' theorising, in the midst of which I came to realise that
despite all of these concepts being ridiculed by the mainstream 'debunkers' (such as those classy & obviously highly qualified fact checker folk over
at Snopes.com) - I no longer felt that I could trust what the mainstream was telling me about the Reality we lived within. I began to experience a
growing dissonance, in that I had always held to my faith unwaveringly, but now, it seemed to be fraying at the edges, even though I was certain in my
actual relationship with God that God was indeed goo, holy, on my side, rooting for me to get through it - but I couldn't fathom why there were so
many inconsistencies & anomalies in what should have been straightforward matters.
Such as, for goodness sake, just turn that satellite/ telescope around & point it back at the Earth, and show me an undoctored image of the globe
floating in space! Why did both Google & NASA admit to using CGI in their imagery of the Earth? Why were there so many different 'versions' of what
the Earth looks like from space? Or equally, why did there seem to be so much fakery in the ISS footage? From underwater tanks to canny harnesses to
disappearing/fade out astronauts, to green screens & tennis balls, to ridiculous alleged 'anti-gravity hair' on the female astronauts (**cough, cough
- industrial strength hairspray, cough**)
I realised that there was a ridiculous song & dance unfolding with regards to the space programs - why had they 'lost' the original tapes of the
Apollo lunar missions? Why was the technology used to get us to the Moon destroyed? Why were the original photographs lost? Why was the resolution
of the Clementine lunar images reduced on purpose? Why did it seem that there was obvious obfuscation of structures on the Moon? And so it went on.
Until I realised that 'something' may have happened, at 'some point' (potentially involving paradoxes of retroactive causality/ time travel).
Ultimately, I began to consider the Mandela Effect, the Simulation Theory, and Flat Earth Theory as different parts of a continuum of weirdness which
simply wouldn't let up. No matter how hard I tugged at that loose thread, it just kept getting longer & longer, more & more tangled.
I would spend nights awake worrying about the apparent darkness which the world had become, finding that my once 'buttoned-down' conspiratorialist's
view of the world (there were structures on the Moon & Mars, there may be something to those Hollow Earth legends) was suddenly flipped upside down
(the Moon & Mars are not planetoids/ planets, they are plasmic projections, shadows of what once existed, all part of a simulation within some sort of
a crystal sphere, meaning we haven't gone back to the Moon, and we haven't ventured out to Mars, simply because the world changed at some indefinable
point in our recent history, and we seem to have been transported through a disphasic quantum mirror into an alternative Reality, one which is nested
within potentially many more Simulated Universes, one which does not operate in accord with the qualities of the Earth we once knew, or the memories
which we once had, and potentially (this is the one that scared me) we were no longer 'organic' spiritual beings, that somehow we had been converted
into a computer-encoded informatics structure, a literal field of information in holographic form, rather than organic particles (I already held stock
in the holographic universe theory before all the weirdness began, per Dr Michael Talbot et al, but this new Reality seemed to be a totally digitised
verion, in which quite possibly our souls no longer existed as they once did.
Thankfully, after a period of time, I was blessed with the discernment, and dreams which clarified aspects of my discernment/intuition, regarding the
very factual existence of our soul field, as a form of informational construct in which information of all types is never lost, and that even in the
so-called 'Prime Universe' which had us there with our organic bodies, soul & spirit, was basically exactly the same, in terms of our souls being
represented as a field of pure information - every thought, memory, event which formed us, friends we knew, lovers we spent our lives with -
everything is still preserved, and I came to be absolutely certain that God - the PRIME CREATOR of the original organic universe/s - was perfectly
able, as an infinitely powerful being, to convert digitised information back into organic information, bringing us out of this somewhat less wondrous
'digital' universe/reality, causing us to be found once again in the Prime Universe's Heavens once we are done with this world & the 'silver cord is
loosed'. Our subconscious, our connection to the collective unconscious - none of that is lost. It's the same if you get Alzheimer's as an elderly
person.. The information of your entire life is preserved in your soul field, such that even if your brain begins to deteriorate in old age, once you
cross over to the other side (& likely also in your nocturnal dreams), you will still be the same person you had been at the prime of your life,
before you became unwell in a physical sense. That realisation gave me a great deal of comfort, and I truly believe that everything I've said here is
absolutely 100% factually true, in terms of the preservation of the soul, the ability to connect with the true Creator despite being trapped in an
apparent digitised world..
There's a great movie which resonates strongly with my thoughts on such issues - I didn't take my ideas from this movie, but it augmented my beliefs
on the importance of helping to be constructive in whatever world you happen to find yourself, that even in a simulation sentient life is important &
should be valued above all other considerations.. The movie is named Source Code - I highly recommend it. The operational name they use in the
movie is 'Beleagured Castle', which absolutely speaks to this concept of being under existential assault, under a mentally stressful siege perpetrated
by powers which are beyond our understanding at times, that we ourselves are beleagured, that our inner world is operated from this castle construct,
our psychological makeup, the many rooms & corridors of the subconscious mind which is sometimes frustratingly inaccessible, with an assault so
forceful & overwhelming, existentially challenging, that one could easily consider oneself to be truly 'beleagured'. The conclusion of the movie is
optimistic & quite wonderful, and indeed, after having swung around all the houses trying to figure out these existential feelings of dread, of being
under the weight of an onslaught that I couldn't even rationally understand, let alone process & integrate - eventually my own conclusions have found
resonance in the concept explored in that movie.
I hope this post has helped to flesh out the OP, explaining integration of world/psyche over time in my own case. Godspeed in your own personal