I almost started out by writing yet another lie. It would have been "I don't know why I ..." The truth is that I do know why I frequent the Last
Chance Cafe, which sits on the very outskirts of town, with nothing beyond it but desert.
It reminds me of that family road trip back in 1970, the full length of Route 66. Of course much of it was called I-40 by then. Those billboard signs
"Last Chance" and "Next Gas 285 miles".
Just now as I sit here typing, it strikes me as rather strange that the same year in which my mother died in a car accident, we up and decide that a
cross country road trip is just the thing. What is that? Is that some way of "getting back on the horse that threw you" or spitting in the eye of
fate?
It is the one and only time that I've seen a car gassed up using one of those hand pumps. I'll put a picture that I stole off the internet at the end
of this so you know what I'm talking about.
I'm supposed to be writing about delirium, but the truth is, I've already written just about as much as I would like on that subject, cloaked as
fiction stories, dreams, and other assorted literary vehicles. I was most of the way through writing the first draft of
The Three Locked Doors
when I decided that I really didn't feel enthused about making public what I faced behind locked door number two.
Oh wait, here comes Sally, the owner/waitress to kick me out again.
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"Before you leave, you owe me for four coffees."
I protest, "Not only did I not drink four coffees, you never even brought me the first cup."
"Yes. It's right here on my pad:
Coffee
Coffee
Coffee
Coffee
That's four coffees."
"Look at the table!" I exclaim, "Do you see any empty coffee cups, spilled coffee, or any evidence that coffee has been served here in the last
hour?"
Sally then calmly says, "I cleared it away already." and points to the cloth draped over her apron string.
"But" I observe "That cloth has no stains on it."
She replies, "I got a fresh one."
All I'm left to say is "I'm not going to pay for coffee I never got."
That's when she pulled out the tape recorder from her apron pocket and hit
play:
"In order to show reduced sense of awareness, two points of view must be present; viewer and afflicted. It looks like this:
Jim was sitting at the table telling his story and drinking the red tea. Melinda got up several times to refill Jim's cup. Finally the pot was empty
so she filled the cup with water.
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Jim was telling Melinda about what had led up to those two lost days. Melinda sat intently listening to the whole story. When Jim had finished, he
finally reached over to take his first sip of the red tea. 'What happened? It's a miracle! I've turned tea into water!'"
"I recorded this when you were talking to yourself. Is this your voice or not?"
"That wasn't today. That was just me rehearsing something I was getting ready to write."
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Anyway: That last bit of dialogue was transcribed outside of the Last Chance Cafe. Sally has her tape recorder, but my laptop has a record function
too. So it's all on record.
I'm telling you all right now: This was the last chance for the Last Chance. I'm not coming back here. And no, I didn't give Sally a tip when I paid.
Here's that picture that I promised:
The End
edit on 11-7-2021 by pthena because: (no reason given)