posted on Jul, 4 2021 @ 08:20 PM
Hi, I`m a thirty something man from a town close to a major city in the USA. I`m joining this forum for advice, namely on what most believe to be real
evil versus what I would call mans or peoples evil and also what to do when destiny comes knocking. To me there is a big difference between the purity
of evil such as materialism, power and worship vs dumb, useless evil like murder, rape and pedophilia and also a huge difference between someone who
is mentally ill that claims they`re something special vs someone who is actually the human races definition of perfection doing it. A little bit about
me, so I consider myself superior to 99 percent of the human race. I dont care if youre rich, poor, high in life, low, the president or a custodian I
will find ways to convince myself youre below me lol. Basically I hate my life and thus the need for advice.
I honestly hate that so many of been so deluded to claim things that have no right claiming. The idiot on the street who says hes Jesus, the deluded
mystic who says hes the reincarnation of buddha and so on. It has made my life insanely hard as I lay claim to something no one ever has before or
should I say something that people who you would call the Illuminati have laid at my feet ever since birth. I have lived a perfect life thus far and
as much as I can tell this is to prove that THE WAY is greater than most peoples, traditions, cultures or power structures.
Very simply put nobody who has as much as I have been gifted with, whether its a perfect mind, appearance, kindness or so on has had to deal with as
much bull# as I have. I`m reaching an age where my magnum opus can be performed but it is very difficult still for me to know what path I should take.
I went to the bar tonight and a very pretty, EIGHTEEN year old practically threw herself at me. For the first time in my life I thought about throwing
away all I have claimed and earned just to sleep with this girl, to give her what she wants. I know things are getting harder and harder and I must
either succumb to this world or I dont know what.
So how I started this post is basic knowledge of anyone with half a brain. The rapists, the murderers, the pedophiles need to be exterminated and they
are often targeted in severe gangstalking. Who you call the illuminated are evil but that evil is much different then the evil the stupid christians
talk about. YOURE evil! You want riches? Women? Status? All those things are evil in this so called Gods eyes but yet the whole world yearns for
it....sex, money and power. The evil you see on the news is the lowest form of existence a being can take and its funny that most call the elite evil
when they just want a world without these pieces of filth but I digress.
My question is to the men of this forum, if you had an opportunity to do what you want and give up what you are in order to have it all so to speak
would you? Because I am being faced with this and I dont know what to do. Thanks.
edit on 4-7-2021 by perfectionhasaprice because: why grammar