Ongoing Alien Telepathic Contact

I am very uncomfortable sharing, as it makes me feel like it’s a little unscientific. This experience started about 2 years ago with a voice in my head, that isn’t mine.

It started, by thinking I was hearing my downstairs neighbor being molested, but the voices seemed to come from within my own head. I’m going to condense this, because it’s quite lengthy. my next phase was an introduction by a being who first said he was God, but later admitted he was a gray alien from underground earth.

I next went through, what I can describe as CIA type breaking down. It included sleep deprivation, constant talking, degradation, manipulation and sexual rape. I was then put on a fitness program and diet, while still receiving constant negative statement and tasks to complete, or I wasn’t allowed to sleep. I of course thought I must have a brain tumor, schizophrenia, or demon possession.
There is so much to this experience that I can’t fit here.

Im being mentored in my personal life and my visitor says he earned this experience with hard work and age.
He greets me each morning and seems to have an agenda. He wants to be called Jeremy, but says it’s not his given name. He states his religion is science. He claims to have poor health and dentition due to his living environment. He states, that while he is of a superior race, he live in conditions far inferior to us.

There have been many beautiful moments with him, but also very difficult. My life has been taken apart, scrutinized, and discussed with a very “really harsh” eye. I get small bits of information about him, but in very broad terms. He communicates telepathically, and also has the ability to move my muscles if he cares to. I’ve had dreams since this, that I can only describe as manipulated.
If I close my eyes before bed, occasionally. I will get images I can only describe as, vivid cartoon like scenes that we don’t seem to have yet.
Once I got a 1 minute movie like image comprising of still pictures that seem to depict the evolution of society. It was very rapid, but I’m sure I saw ancient ruins, high rise buildings and it ended with nuclear explosion.
Im not sure if that was his history, or our future. I’ve been forced to quit my job and live off my savings, because says he is done working In his life, and he has much to show and teach.

There is just so much more. I must reiterate, I seem to have no choice in the matter. If I fight it or mouth off, I get punished. I’ve always been very independent and it feels like a hostage situation, although, very interesting. Im gonna stop there. Thanks for listening. Any clues, experiences or advice would be appreciated.

a reply to: Dawn65

I don't mean this to be rude, but in all sincerity: have you talked with a mental health professional?

a reply to: Dawn65

Strange wall of text. You should seriously see a professional.

Sounds like..

demonic attachment

You say you have no choice, but clearly you do. You aren't going to die going back to work or die if you don't follow its direction. Whether real or not, you giving up/in is the last thing you should be doing. Buck up with all your will. Either way, you need to grab control of you. Also, go see a professional.

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a reply to: Dawn65

What you are describing seems almost textbook in it's nature. Do you have anyone in your life that can help you find professional help and guidance?

Talk to a mental health professional as it can't hurt and it can only help. Ignore anyone not advising you to do the same, they are not your friend.

Audible hallucinations are one of the signs of schizophrenia.

a reply to: Dawn65

You are brave to post this, I am sure it was not easy.

I of course thought I must have a brain tumor, schizophrenia, or demon possession.

How did you rule these possibilities out?

I next went through, what I can describe as CIA type breaking down. It included sleep deprivation, constant talking, degradation, manipulation and sexual rape.

Did "Jeremy" do this, someone you know or was it a stranger?

Like many above have suggested have you seen a professional? I would think being in the medical field that would of been one of your first responses.

Incubus or succubus?

Either way, you’ve got a negative entity attached to you.

Do MANY mantras, prayers, affirmations — envisioning this entity leaving you, all day long, every day. You’re obviously in a negative state. That’s why it’s latched on to you.

Once you’ve changed your negative state of mind, it will have no more means to latch on to your energy.

a reply to: Dawn65

I'm not one to generally judge or preach, but the truth is your savings aren't going to last forever. So I think the most important thing is to get yourself back in a place where you feel your able to go back to work.

So yeah, maybe just talk to a psychiatrist... at the very least, it can't hurt, right?

Psychiatrists have drugs that can block it so it will move on.
It's not all that uncommon.

Who put you on the exercise/diet program?

The ignorance here is astounding as always. People with no professional psychiatric experience, psychic experience, or experience with minds eye including lucid dreaming, astral projection, remote viewing..

Of course mental disorders are serious and people need to seek help. That is not for randoms with no experience on the matter to advise.

@Dawn; I too have had the telepathic contact with these "greys" and so have thousands of others. The experience is against will and as the individual feels forced.

If schizophrenia; this would happen randomly and continue to happen without pharmaceutical suppression.
That is not the case. The internal audible voice usually comes with vivid mental images. Something the individual has never done before, and cant just do at will. As I said forced upon by a separate consciousness.

My experience was years ago, and there were few. Since it all went away and stopped happening, life mind, body went back to before the interruption on the individuals life.

I advise people who have no experience or profession on the matter, to not advise at all. Rather ask questions without judgement as it's hard enough to endure this experince and very lonely for the target.

@Dawn, your experience sounds violent in some ways though as you said you aren't sharing everything as its alot for a single post.. you can write a book on these experiences/interactions.

Though know this, the theme of telepathic images of nuclear explosions destroying cities is very common in these "Grey" experiences.

I've talked to a few people over the years who share the same experience, one I travelled the world to meet in person who had many many experiences with these .... grey people. The vivid image of an explosion, white flash, and nuclear fire burning everything in its shockwave radius is common.

I never got that images from the telepathic experiences. They showed me a better message, but I still hated seeing their faces and having my life interrupted by them internally.

I hope you find peace and they let you be. You are ultimately in control, deception is pretending you are not.

a reply to: Dawn65

It does not sound like a mental health issue to me. It is an alien, also known as a fallen angel.
Command it away in the name of Yeshua. It has to obey

Jeremy did. I was subjected to torment if I didn’t walk and stay on a diet. a reply to: Mandroid7

Thank you so much for your post! I cried as I read it. It is so hard to live in silence, and people immediately tell me I’m crazy, or I just have to stop doing what I’m told. The sleep deprivation and verbal torment becomes crippling if I resist. I hate thinking I’m a victim. Im just trying to get through one day at a time. They won’t tell me how long the program is, or why I was picked. I will get through this. a reply to: Elementalist

a reply to: Elementalist

My apologies, do you have some insight to the posters who recommended seeing someone???

Do you know their background???

How do you know they aren't professionals????

You bash people and randoms on the internet and being judgmental, then you go on to act the same way.....

Clean up your own yard.... I'm not sure if you're aware of this.... Apparently not..... But you're just a random on the internet too sport........

a reply to: Dawn65

Oh, ok. Thanks.
I don't know what I could do. If it were me, I'd ask him to meet up.
Since this is ats and not cnn, your story is a welcoming read.
If it's real, it sounds demonic. The initial claim of god, the sex stuff, the negative stuff.
I don't see an alien doing this, especially one looking to better their living conditions.
I do believe in giant unexplored cave systems though and who knows if a civilization was cut off underground in a major event.
I'd like to hear more details if it's not too traumatic.

I have asked to meet him, and he declines based on an agreement to his stated position. He states this is a very difficult self improvement program that I was sorely in need of. He says he has watched me struggle for years and when it was the right time, he scooped me up. He states that he adores me and considers my family his. His methods are tried and true, According to his people. They use techniques used by many governments on this earth and I will be a much stronger and capable person. He states that he is breaking me down, only to build me up. He does attempt to talk me through the difficult times, he apologizes frequently, but the program doesn’t stop. It’s just a very difficult experience and I think I just had to start talking about it in an appropriate forum.a reply to: Mandroid7

a reply to: Dawn65

Damn, that's wild. Have you said "I need proof...prove to me you are not in my imagination?"

Well I’ve asked many times. So he has me go to the word games I play on my phone. Then he picks the longest one, and by the way, i suck at them, and he solves the whole page like he is a computer. He has also had me go to the grocery store and he tells me items to buy for dinner, and I have never bought ingredients and spices like these. Im then instructed how to cook a meal that I’ve ever made. One was steak Diane. He is obviously well read. Not every moment is horrible. He says occasionally that he has to water me with kindness, so I will continue to grow. a reply to: Mandroid7