a reply to: DaphneApollo
Sharing someone else traumatic death can leave a life time scar upon your own psyche, I went crazy is the only way I can describe it when as a young
man I had a number of what could be called extremely real experiences that overwhelmed me as if I was seeing through someone else eye's, that someone
being of the opposite gender, I am in the UK and will relate this as best I can, I am or was kind of religious as well so please bare with me.
Back when this happened I was actually praying and awake when I felt a physical blow to the back of my head that nearly knocked me out, I felt as if
one side of me was blind and deaf and the experience was totally shocking and left me dazed and very confused, shocked even but here is the other
point there was no one around me, I was upstairs in the home I lived in and there was no one else around.
Over the next few week's I had panic attack's and a number of extremely vivid dream's that were more like what some would call out of body
experiences, I was in someone else body, I felt icy cold and could see a bare light bulb hanging from the ceiling casting a grey light, I was lying on
my back naked on a hard surface maybe a table, I felt hot water being poured over my groin which felt different to my own and an rough man's voice
with a strong yorkshire accent said "There that'l warm ya up" then I felt a hand cup my chin and turn my head from the right to the left.
As my head was tilted to the left I felt the broken skull under my scalp move like the pieces of a broken egg shell and lost consciousness, then I
saw as if from about two feet above the ground moving very fast away from a white house on rolling grassy moorland along a dirt farm track with wheel
rut's and water in them, it was dark but I could see perfectly well in spite of that.
I do not know if this was a vision from a spirit of someone that had been murdered, a hallucination brought on a time of extreme stress or something
of both but it made me wake up screaming and I was convinced she was real and had been hurt, I was only a young man at the time (a struggling student)
and only had a bicycle which was hardly suitable to go searching for this which was probably over a hundred miles or so from were I lived if it was
real at all that I had seen in the vision but I tried anyway though I tend to believe it was the view of the dead person's spirit as there body was
being driven away from the house looking back at the scene of there murder and floating outside there body which as probably in the trunk of a car IF
the experience I had related to a reality anywhere other than in my own mind that is (afterward I tried to rationalize it a number of ways but the
experience was too real for me to dismiss, was it a memory of a past life in which I had been someone else and been murdered, was it really someone
else whom I had been unable to help).
So whatever the cause of your experience and I do believe you had what can only be called an empathic psychic connection to this girl to experience
what you did and while mine may not have been real no matter how horrible and real it seemed I have a fair idea of what you must have gone through at
the time though my experience was back in the early 90's over here in the UK.
I do believe psychic phenomena are real, there may be many reason's why you may have had your experience, one may have been the girl trying to tell
someone after her death and your spirit being most attuned and alike to her own in some way meaning that at the spiritual level you would have been
almost like sisters or even twin's or you are simply a dormant or psychic whom felt this over the background that you have learned to subconsciously
ignore because her psychic pain was so great.
The experience I felt was almost as if half of me had been killed, it was horrible and left me in a state of shock, it was also the prelude to some
pretty strange thing's at that time in my life.
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