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originally posted by: SepirothPhoenix
my schizophrenia of ten or fifteen or twenty gangstalkers in breakfast club or debate class where everyone gets their turn to speak was really a team at NASA and i am attached to a military computer.
originally posted by: hombero
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix
You need help. Shame on moderators for allowing this to stay up.
originally posted by: Malak777
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix
I'm glad the moderators have allowed this to stay up. There are so many people with a mental health diagnosis in all our communities, the world over. We all should be allowed to express ourselves.
I like reading threads like this. It is giving me a unique and very personal insight into mental health perception of both the one who is experiencing and the ones who are relating to it in whatever form. It is firsthand recorded observable experience in writing. It is wonderful study material.
Notice that some here, not all, are using this as an opportunity to ridicule the member. They are taunting him and winding him up and using it as entertainment. They do not understand that he is poorly. Would they do the same to a human who was ill with cancer?
I want you all to know that one day you will die of something. More than likely you will be awake when your death happens and more than likely you will be very poorly indeed and it will feel like hell, even with the painkillers. It is at that moment when you are crying to G-D that you will remember how you treated other people when they were poorly.
Personally I think you are doing it because you are a bit frightened of it and you unconsciously repel it away from you. Also, I believe you think by keeping it down it will not be allowed to spread. However, you are some of the reason why it is spreading. It is a psycho-social disease that operates on a psychic level. It affects our very decision making when it happens to us. I do not find watching a person to be suffering in delusion and confusion to be particularly amusing yet there are elements of comedy in behaviour I admit. If I was experiencing that I think I would not mind the nurses or doctors finding somethings amusing as long as not at my expense. It is a tough old job to do and laughs are rare when dealing with all that suffering. You need a well dry sense of humour to be a surviving mental health nurse.
Also, I want you guys to know that we are all lacking in the perception department. We are all deluded according to prejudice and huge holes in our knowledge and experience. None of you have got the answers. None of you know any better than he who has posted. I see the holes in us all very clearly. I kep spotting newq ones all the time.
In my version of humanity this guy is very much included and I know we must answer the conundrum that is he. If we have no consciousness about him it means that we are making many of him without knowing it. If we can answer his problems we answer the deficit that made him.
Yes, cruel humans, we have a long way to go yet and much sadness of our own making. I toroughly understand Jesus when He said that we are not conscious enough often to understand what we are doing in any given moment. That is why we keep messing up all of the time and have such a mean old world. The world is the mirror to our collective behaviour, through all of history a monument of our failure.
The lasrt laugh is upon all of us because none of us are fully even conscious, not one of us. At best we are only half conscious of anything. We are very limited in scope. We are all deluded, especially when we mock and ridicule illness like blaming somebody because they got ill in a world that knows how to make patients better than anything else. Everyone of us is a future patient, believe it. That is when we shall all know humility.
originally posted by: GreenGunther
Wow, I was really hoping for a thread about a vintage Dell running Windows 97...
The disappointment is real
originally posted by: Malak777
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix
I'm glad the moderators have allowed this to stay up. There are so many people with a mental health diagnosis in all our communities, the world over. We all should be allowed to express ourselves.
I like reading threads like this. It is giving me a unique and very personal insight into mental health perception of both the one who is experiencing and the ones who are relating to it in whatever form. It is first-hand recorded observable experience in writing. It is wonderful study material.
Notice that some here, not all, are using this as an opportunity to ridicule the member. They are taunting him and winding him up and using it as entertainment. They do not understand that he is poorly. Would they do the same to a human who was ill with cancer?
I want you all to know that one day you will die of something. More than likely you will be awake when your death happens and more than likely you will be very poorly indeed and it will feel like hell, even with the painkillers. It is at that moment when you are crying to G-D that you will remember how you treated other people when they were poorly.
Personally I think you are doing it because you are a bit frightened of it and you unconsciously repel it away from you. Also, I believe you think by keeping it down it will not be allowed to spread. However, you are some of the reason why it is spreading. It is a psycho-social disease that operates on a psychic level. It affects our very decision making when it happens to us. I do not find watching a person to be suffering in delusion and confusion to be particularly amusing yet there are elements of comedy in behaviour I admit. If I was experiencing that I think I would not mind the nurses or doctors finding some behaviour amusing as long as not at my expense. It is a tough old job to do and laughs are never a dime a dozen when dealing with all that suffering. You need a well dry sense of humour to be a surviving mental health nurse.
Also, I want you guys to know that we are all lacking in the perception department. We are all deluded according to prejudice and huge holes in our knowledge and experience. None of you have got the answers. None of you know any better than he who has posted. I see the holes in us all very clearly. I keep spotting new ones all the time.
In my version of humanity this guy is very much included and I know we must answer the conundrum that is he. If we have no consciousness about him it means that we are making many of him without knowing it. If we can answer his problems we answer the deficit that made him.
Yes, cruel humans, we have a long way to go yet and much pointless and unecessary sadness of our own making to experience. I thoroughly understand Jesus when He said that we are not conscious enough often to understand what we are doing in any given moment. That is why we keep messing up all of the time and have such a mean old world. The world is the mirror to our collective behaviour, through all of history a monument of our failure.
The last laugh is upon all of us because none of us are fully even conscious, not one of us. At best we are only half conscious of anything. We are very limited in scope. We are all deluded, especially when we mock and ridicule illness like blaming somebody because they got ill in a world that knows how to make patients better than anything else. Everyone of us is a future patient, believe it. That is when we shall all know humility.
originally posted by: MisterSpock
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix
So...what's wrong with your dell?
Let me transfer you to a senior tech specialist.
originally posted by: Thecakeisalie
originally posted by: MisterSpock
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix
So...what's wrong with your dell?
Let me transfer you to a senior tech specialist.
I want to speak to the manager!
Schizophrenia is one hell of a drug, I'll stick to Autistic Spectrum Disorder, the cannabis of mental disorders. I wish the OP the best.