my 97 Dell computer

where do i start. i got a brain pacemaker cause when 13 had three big embolisms in my head. had a hole drilled into my skull to alleiviate the bleeding and put in a drug induced coma a week. i started remembering things and became concious two weeks later. this was a subject that i spent three years trying to do lucid dreaming to get memories or dreams of the afterlife. sometimes when feeling pesimistic go there and think that is all there is amnesia and sleeping a hundred years. today was being optimistic and thinking i just woke up here, who am i to say that. this thread isnt about religion.

so the dell , for five years had schizophrenia 24/7 i thought from overdosing on mushrooms i kept taking. it was a delusion and when my symptoms came back for a year and a half cause doc didnt like me didnt give me enough meds. one night when i was "down in it" [ i think thats a NIN song about getting high] i was told the square root of 53 and 57 i added them up said how do you know that, the telepathic response we work at NASA. i would stay up all night fighting with the voices sometimes and i got caught with a knife at 3:30am miles from my house put in violent offenders ward men only. three fights broke out in two weeks. then the doc that didnt like me that was Brentwood spanish like a different world on island spanish signs.

so my schizophrenia of ten or fifteen or twenty gangstalkers in breakfast club or debate class where everyone gets their turn to speak was really a team at NASA and i am attached to a military computer. they animate things really easy or spontaneously and i look at things and they describe what i am looking at. most the time they just annoy me with audio or thoughts voices. after tenth grade i was put in ALC and with the bad kids, didnt get good education. i got a regiance diploma wasnt paying attention though. i got put in psych when 18 and would smoke do tai chi watch pool and smoke cigarettes people dont talk about what its like then did private psychiatrist till 23 then legion desended on me and i dont remember five years always talking.

a reply to: SepirothPhoenix

So...what's wrong with your dell?

Let me transfer you to a senior tech specialist.

my 97 dell is a brain pacemaker i seen pics. smaller than a grain of rice and the other end is in NASA where a team work together to give me schizophrenia. my brain nervous system is connected to a computer.

a reply to: MisterSpock

They were dell-usional in 97. Thought it existed, but it was in their head.

a reply to: SepirothPhoenix

Interesting story but I fail to understand the title in relation to the story. Did you post this on that pc?

Dell sucks.

Learn 2 build your own n00b.

a reply to: SepirothPhoenix

I will suggest to you the movie "Bug".

It will answer all your questions.

a reply to: Lysergic

OUCH

Let's help this user get back to our world!

a reply to: Allaroundyou

Wait a sec...

a 97 Dell...

Yeah I would've taken the Dell too in 97.

How2makeTimeTravel?

remember those old Dell commercials. military technology is ahead of us. they got stealth bombers, you dont think they could do it.

How did the ops computer ever survive y2k?

Gasp!

i am old timer, aint no noob . i am Neo remember? apocalapse now, ring any bells?

I suggest shutting down the PC and unplugging it for 30 minutes.

Plug it in and reboot it.

Run anti-virus and malware scans to try and disinfect the PC.

a reply to: neo96

when tyranny becomes law rebellion becomes inevitable? Neo96? Marilyn Manson had an album Antichrist Superstar in 96. lets all pretend we are not here.

originally posted by: Lumenari
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix

I will suggest to you the movie "Bug".

It will answer all your questions.

LOL very under rated movie, I watched it with my girl friend at the time, and after it was over ironically watched one of those teeny tiny ants crawl up my arms. I squished it lol and she thought I was goofing around. Had to actually show her the ant, and it wasnt easy to find.

see that flag in front of my name and every thread i post on? i am CIA wink wink nudge nudge.

a reply to: SepirothPhoenix

hmm SephirothPhoenix posts a thread about his '97 Dell

Dell, '97, computers, video games, playstation, 1997, Final Fantasy 7, Sephiroth

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Coincedence?

why are you a member of the NWO? wow your actually talking to me.

originally posted by: putnam6

originally posted by: Lumenari
a reply to: SepirothPhoenix

I will suggest to you the movie "Bug".

It will answer all your questions.

LOL very under rated movie, I watched it with my girl friend at the time, and after it was over ironically watched one of those teeny tiny ants crawl up my arms. I squished it lol and she thought I was goofing around. Had to actually show her the ant, and it wasnt easy to find.

I had thought about 3 people on the planet would catch that...

A star for you and yes, everyone on ATS should watch it.

For some it could be a documentary!!!

my theories have to do with pop culture. like that movie National Treasure with a treasure map signed in invisible ink on the back of the Declaration of Independence. i am Nickolas Cage.