posted on Dec, 16 2017 @ 08:32 PM
Now, this person clearly had some ability. However, there were a few things that struck me, alot of it being what was not said.
- Despite me telling her I was only interested in the past and asking her about past lives, she kept drifting more towards this current life and even
drifted into the future. It was almost like she couldnt quite sense what was there or she found it a little distasteful or not something she wanted to
go too near.
- It really struck me that she seemed to lock on to the lives I have mentioned so far. Its almost like she seemed distracted or like she was getting
bogged down in a clutter of surface information. Like she was not going as deeply as she could.
- Unlike my friend above, she never closed her eyes when doing the reading. She also specifically said many times that "they are telling me". What
all this indicates is that maybe she was not looking directly at me like my friend above does. She was not seeing directly and hence was not quite as
sensitive. My friend tells me she had to put wards up all over her property to give her peace and would never do anything in person there, this
particular person however worked out of her house (one story) and didnt seem to have one dedicated space specifically for this. Again, this strikes me
as not being as sensitive.
- I specifically asked her about the block. Now, her answer regarding this was interesting. She said that it was due to very bad jealousy aimed
towards me and primarily caused by two people. Yea, there is probably a block caused by that somewhere, but certainly not a massive one carried over
many lives still having a major effect on me. That doesnt make sense. Further, I dont give a damn about what people think and dont make much in the
way of decisions based on other peoples emotion; sure I want people to like me, but I find it highly unlikely that some sort of massive block would be
due to this. I know the current me very well and having my traits carry between lives means that I know past mes fairly well too. Eitherway, I
currently have nothing in my current life resembling people being jealous of me. I do not think she was entirely incorrect, just focused/distracted
on/by the wrong thing; I do genuinely completely feel/sense this to be the case with no doubt in me on it.
She also told me something of the future. She said that I would start a business. Now there is something about this; I can simply say no, I would not.
Its the furthest possible thing from my current thoughts. There is only one way I would do that and thats if it was a certainty, and not a gamble,
that I would do well. I never much like taking leaps. I talked with my friend about all this of course and she suggested that perhaps she saw me being
in charge of something and considered it or simply categorized it as a business. I think I would agree with this, but it still means that things would
need to be very different from how they currently are for me.
I was visiting her for less than an hour, maybe 40-50 minutes. It was apparent she had scratched the surface but had not dived very deeply. At the
very least I got partial confirmation of what I had been previously told. It was also apparent that if I was going to get additional information about
all this on what I was looking for, it would have to be someone sensitive, and they would need to spend more time digging. Sadly, not something
terribly easy to do.
At the end, she gave the impression that removing the block and others would be easy to do and of course invited me back for additional visits to help
remove them. I am not terribly interested in paying for that mind you and I doubt I will head back.
So, after the reading, things continued as they had mostly: I would ask questions on specific things and we would think on various topics. The thing
about all this is that as she talked with me and interacted, my friend was getting a sense of me, looking at my past and in general reading into me.
This gave her general ideas and things to think about. She admitted she had ideas and things to test that she was not ready to tell me about.
Maybe not related to the above, but possibly related as you will read below is the certain feeling that something is coming. For a while now, many
people including myself have been feeling that things on this planet are speeding up and approaching something. More things taking place and the
feeling, although not really from me, but by many people in the community, is that something is coming. Some event or something, that no one can say
what it is, but something big is coming. She told me it has been making people nervous as they can feel it, but no one knows really what it is. Some
of you reading this may or may not feel this or agree as well. I dont specifically sense anything myself but I cant say that I feel nothing either.
The Second Reading
So, the time finally came I was able to visit with her in person again. Things always seemed to transpire that it was difficult to meet up. Very
recently, this time we met at a library, which unfortunately happened to have a minor event happening at the time, but we sat mostly unbothered over
in the corner. A funny thing during this reading was that as she has started looking more closely, she had a couple times now simply declared "I am
sorry, but you just arnt human."
Anyway, so what did we see this time? I first asked specifics about the block/barrier. While I have not mentioned before now, its almost like a
physical object that exists in memory space, its not some sort of intangible thing. For example, say you have a city made up of all previous memories
and lives, etc. Well this thing would be like a solid object sitting there among the buildings made of memory.
- Barrier is is a different temp than the air, not cold. Feeling is like ooblec, harder you push on it, the harder it is. In otherwords, its
resistant to being penetrated or otherwise entered.
- There is a defined edge to it. For example, if you imagine it as a sphere, you would see a defined sphere, it wouldnt be fuzzy.
- Sometimes, it will eb and flow and move about depending on the size of whats inside.
- Barrier is very thick but she senses that it should be permaeble for me.
- Barrier is not hollow at all; it is bigger on the inside though, it expands and shrinks. For example, she gets the sense that were she to walk
inside the thing, it would appear far larger on the inside, almost like it would contain a whole galaxy.
- Barrier is made up of not just block/barrier "material stuff" but contains different things like information packets. Almost like a pudding mix or
jello. The outside has a feeling like jello that has dried out exposed to air.
- The barrier is like a field or emanates a field, it covers those near me as well. On this point, it should be noted that I am not actually sure if
this field is related to the barrier. However, what I do know is that this is some sort of protective field which I will get to soon.
- This thing actually actively tries to move out of the way so it will not be sensed. For example, say you were going to run into the corner of a
building. Well in this case, the building would move out of your way. Obviously, the barrier is not completely hidden or anything as we have it
squarely in our sites, but it doesnt want to make it easy.