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it all started at an old job. I worked pizza delivery 7 years and people started looking at me as i drove by and passing cars give me hand gestures, followed home (gaslighting). One day i started hearing a##hole repeating out of airflow. I put a sign on my car "water as fuel" as i was expirimenting with it. Thats where it began. The attack ramped up after my first hospital stay. Ive been committed 4-5 times in two years. Went in voluntarily other times. Sadly i cannot convince terrydon of my sincerity in this. I dont mean to freak out but its frustrating when i post something genuine and the first 2-3 pages all say "see a professional". Ive had a nurse admit she knows schiz is a cover for these crimes against humanity.
originally posted by: Kettu
a reply to: anotherside
Why do you think you and other "TI" people are being targeted?
What makes YOU so special and interesting to these people?
If anyone should be targeted, I would assume I would be due to what I've seen and know. But, I'm not. Strange how that works.
Why does it seem the most "ordinary" people without any sort of common distinguishing feature end up being "targeted individuals" and tortured with voices and pain?
If I started hearing voices, the first thing I would do is make a doctor's appointment ASAP, not blame some kind of advanced technology.
I worked pizza delivery 7 years and people started looking at me as i drove by and passing cars give me hand gestures, followed home (gaslighting).
The attack ramped up after my first hospital stay. Ive been committed 4-5 times in two years.
I dont mean to freak out but its frustrating when i post something genuine and the first 2-3 pages all say "see a professional"
. Ive had a nurse admit she knows schiz is a cover for these crimes against humanity.
i hate gangstalker/cause stalkers. Exposing their methods is my goal. Claiming all t.i. are schizophrenic is believing the lie. Im a t.i. doctors misdiagnosed me and still are. Ive overcome the voices for the most part by trying a myriad of mind over matter and blocking areas. I am not moving towards a break because its not schiz. I guarentee that.
originally posted by: andy06shake
a reply to: anotherside
Your not grinding your acting out and seeking emotional validation.
Keep in mind as long as you post, people are automatically going to make there own assumptions.
It's what we do and part of communicating with one another in the same manner body language functions and/or plays it part regarding the interpretation of another individual.
im sane. Ive been through hell since 2009. These "voices" say things like "my system has no powerful weapon" or "our being is being evil" when i disconnect from the areas of interest. When connected they make me hear simulated realities involving devils, demons ghosts and even play roles of stalkers.
originally posted by: andy06shake
a reply to: anotherside
Could this not be considered to be delusions of grandeur?
Let's assess the situation, why do you consider yourself to be a "t.i." and what is that?
Why do you think these voices or direct attacks are directed towards you, how are you special?
If these voices are so all-encompassing and important how come you have managed to "vercome the voices for the most part " so easily?
You can only break yourself, and that may very well happen whilst you fail to address or understand the entirety of what you may feel is happening around you.
i just shook my inner mind..its a tactic ive developed. And from my fridge. Like straight out of the base sound of it i heard "bye bye." Why would my inner voice do that..from a fridge. Can my mind throw its own voice? No i think not. Im fine btw. Ive been dealing with this for years. Im king of my respective hill.
originally posted by: penroc3
a reply to: anotherside
The voices are your own. Like someone already said everyone has from time to time heard these voices, and they are not always positive.
It's what you do with them that makes the difference.
If you don't like what they say just ignore them,
what will happen if you did?
My guess is nothing, if something happened to you it would prove what you were saying and would expose the program
i prefer the technical term "bone resonatorchemical monitor" and other terms ive heard them say. Yes brain is affected but in my view not the source. Its all imposed. But believe how you perceive.
originally posted by: penroc3
a reply to: anotherside
how do humans perceive the world around them? threw the five senses. if there is something going on with the workings of your brain(serotonin, dopamine and norepinephrine) you could perceive normal input to your system as something completely differently.
i have experience with mind altering compounds, DM* made my entire world, sight, sound EVERYTHING shift to a different reality.
that was a hallucination brought on by changing the chemicals in my brain, and believe me they are convincing. i saw other beings, heard voices flew thew tunnels, and i was just sitting on a bed with my eyes closed.
i guess where im going with this, yes you can have strange experiences that may seem like they are external to yourself, but it really is all in your head.
in more ways than one
i have. I found two highly energized spots away from power outlets. It edifies the belief by many they somehow put material in or on wall that retains magnetic flux. I found walls in spots were upwards of 200 microtesla.
originally posted by: penroc3
a reply to: anotherside
but to what end?
im not saying it isnt happening to you, but why would they use so much manpower on a single person?
and why would you believe anything these people tell you?
there was an X-files episode where they added drugs to one of the agents water and it was making them act crazy.
you should get yourself a EMF tester, they are used to test for microwave leaks. But i bet it would pick up any high energy beams coming your way.