The Shed 17

originally posted by: Gordi The Drummer
a reply to: jacygirl

pssst.... are the peek-holes big enough?

Si senor.

Eez there any popcorn for thee movie?

Gordi, I understood...most of what was said in the Star Trek vid. LOL
So very gracious of you to make a tent hide away for Jacy. Perhaps a Hobbit house out in the forest would be better, yeah?

Hey Jacy, Gordi wants peek holes in that tent. Cover them up as you find them. Throws her a roll of duct tape.

a reply to: jacygirl

***Hands Jacy a large metal bowl, some kiln-dried wooden kindling, a bag of BBQ charcoals, some Cotton Wool Balls, a tub of Vaseline Petroleum Jelly, a FireSteel, 2 large metal strainers and a bag of "popping" corn***

Make your own.

A Jacy sighting! *waves*

Missed ya, lady!

a reply to: Night Star

Are you trying to kick me out into the forest already?
And you were the ONLY person I was gonna let come in.

Now Macy has a roll of duct tape stuck around her neck and Gordi is turfing really random stuff at us.

If this is some weird Shed pajama party, then I definitely missed the memo.

I AM A DEMON AND YOU HAVE NOTHING ON ME

So said the one… one unspoken but almost never unfelt. “I am a demon and you have nothing on me!” He was not red, he did not have sharp horns and flames did not surround his presence. He is the one who haunts us all sometimes. All living beings. He summons upon living beings feelings of worthlessness. Feelings of despair. Sometimes even feelings that the being does not want to be alive anymore.

And then came the day, the demon came to haunt the Shed. “I will suck the life force away from you all and eat it for breakfast!” “How do you respond before I put some ketchup on you and drool on my feast?”

First came Lagomorphe to speak openly. Demon interrupted immediately: “You Lago… Schmago… whatever, what have you to say to me, I am a demon remember?” Lagomorphe responded “Well… I have these rabbits I can call to gather here and shoot ultraviolet lasers from their eyes straight into your soul telling you to chill out and try to love” Demon responded “Well I felt that, but that only tickles me a bit, anything better to offer?”

PrairieShepherd took a step forward and spoke “You arrogant demon, how dare you bring your negativity to the Shed, I know the vast lengths of the prairie, your puny arrogance is nothing compared to that!”

The demon blinked only… only a blink, no expression on the face. Then all of the sudden, a fine pure soul stepped forward “I am Jacygirl. I have met misery. But with the help of my Shed friends, I can turn that around against you!” Demon spitted in frustration.

Night Star shouted loud and clear this: “You, demon, your soul is as dark as the night sky, if you even have a soul, you bringer of sorrow! Look at this night star and get blind or GTFO!” The demon fell on his knees, froze in to ice, ice turned in to ashes in to the ground.

LightSpeedDriver came and yelled “Yo! I can drive at light speed, and I have my vehicle right here, all of you Shed folks, step right in and I will drive you light years away from this messy incident in a matter of seconds!” All shed members stepped in. The demon was gone forever. Demon lost his battle, a battle against pure goodwill.

Had a scare today that almost put me in the hospital thanks to my dad freaking out over taking the wrong medicine

originally posted by: Night Star
Gordi, I understood...most of what was said in the Star Trek vid. LOL
So very gracious of you to make a tent hide away for Jacy. Perhaps a Hobbit house out in the forest would be better, yeah?

She wanted to come inside because of the rain... pay attention!!
Now, I want to go outside because of the 'Raine!!! (see what I did there?? LOL)

Hey Jacy, Gordi wants peek holes in that tent. Cover them up as you find them. Throws her a roll of duct tape.

Aye, Lower the Tone why don't you?
The peek-holes are so she can see the movie without being observed.

and.... you have Duct Tape??????

originally posted by: PrairieShepherd
A Jacy sighting! *waves*

Missed ya, lady!

Hey Shep!! It's so nice to see you here!!

Sorry you and the crew have been sick, there's a lot going around here too.
I might lose internet tomorrow so I want to spend some time here while I can.

I am so behind on "Falling"...but as your number #1 fan/stalker I'm hoping that maybe one day I can get an autographed copy? (I might be up late tonight copy/pasting it all into Wordpad so I can read it offline)

Anyways, thank you...missed you too!

a reply to: Finspiracy

See, I told you that you could write!

a reply to: Finspiracy

Right on, bro.

Ohhh I LOVE this one....



LISTEN to this and tell me you didn't laugh!!!

I DARES YA!!! Mwahahaa!!!

a reply to: jacygirl

Aside from my family of course, I believe there will be at least 5 autographed copies.
Jacy, I'm guessing Chirp might want one, as may Admin and Mayor Night Star. But actually, Ms. Kat was the first to ask for one.

a reply to: Finspiracy

Hi Fin...I'm glad you came back. Thank you for giving me such an honorary place in your story.
Love kills demons...Shed folks know that.

Did it make you feel better to write that? I'm asking because lately I've been reading that people with anxiety/depression/ptsd, etc. are encouraged to write or journal. When I get low I find it hard (impossible) to write...but for me it seems the only glimpse of motivation to write comes when I'm here, in The Shed.
Even today, I'm writing happier than I feel...but I am happy to be here with you guys (and feeling better than before).

LookingForABetterLife!! Wonderful to see you here hun, but not good to hear you had a bad experience. Do you want to talk about what happened?

We could all go in the tent and have a bitch-fest together.
jacy

LookingForABetterLife!! Wonderful to see you here hun, but not good to hear you had a bad experience. Do you want to talk about what happened?

Sent you an email on this. Nice to see you here today.

a reply to: LookingForABetterLife

Oh did you? Thank you!
*hugs*

I didn't call you by my pet name for you "Blue" because I was also replying to Fin, and didn't know if Fin knew that you are "Blue Dude". (was trying not to confuse anybody)

It's good to be here. I'm going to go read your e-mail, back in a few min.
jacy

a reply to: jacygirl

I wasn't too confused. lol

originally posted by: jacygirl
a reply to: Finspiracy
Did it make you feel better to write that? I'm asking because lately I've been reading that people with anxiety/depression/ptsd, etc. are encouraged to write or journal.

Actually writing that made me feel better. But then, the better feeling got beat down by my mind. I do not allow me to be happy, and if i feel happy, then i feel that i do not deserve it and then i beat myself down mentally. But i want to leave a mark of myself to the world (nothing suicidal now, i just want to leave something behind me before i eventually leave to the other realms). I like kids very much but i don't want to have children with anyone so i want to leave something. Rap, poetry, story, anything. I cannot explain why.

"Silence is the loudest scream"

This is how I feel when dealing with my dad as talking does nothing. The stress that he causes me and my mother is NOT NEEDED. It hurts the both of us.

All I can do is leave him alone and hope for the best each day. I'd like to talk to my doctor about his but he screws up every doctor appointment that I have and I can't go. I've thought of calling the police on him the next time he yells at mom.

BTW, the quote at the beginning was from some TV show I was watching last night. It hit me so much that I decided to make note of it.

a reply to: Finspiracy

Blue, lol...I didn't mean you! (you have e-mail)

Fin...I totally understand what you mean. I don't seem to let myself be happy either, but I know why. It goes back to my childhood somewhat, but was caused by relationships that eroded my self-worth.

I also know that a traumatized person is afraid of happiness, because it can be gone in the blink of an eye. If your world has ever exploded, it's hard to trust when times are good (or calm).

You do deserve to be happy but convincing yourself of that isn't easy. That's why I mentioned yesterday that I get 'validation' here. I know that I need support right now, and I can tell that it helps me when I'm here.

It's hard to ask for help when you feel down on yourself, I have that problem! But it's worth it when somebody reaches back and says "You're not alone."

You should keep writing, you're good. I think it's fine to want to leave something behind. Get as much enjoyment as possible out of any creative outlet (if it's helping you). Sometimes by helping ourselves we can end up also helping other people...and that's really positive and something to be proud of.
jacy