It's been about 10 years since I first signed up with ATS (I'll be damned if I can remember my ye olde login details, which is a shame) and lo and
behold I've come crawling back. I've gone through the several stages of mind alteration, from first discovering this website, convincing myself we
were all living in the eye of an ice giant, to becoming angry and frustrated with every governing institution for poisoning our water supply, followed
by outright denial of any type of scepticism, and finding myself back to where I started in the first place. The first experience of sites like ATS
can be frightening and confusing, but incredibly exciting at the concepts which get thrown around on here. As a young man I wanted to believe in
everything and ended up believing in nothing.
But time passes, we get older and the world around us changes, as does our opinions and influences. My youthful ideas of aliens and crop circles were
gone, replaced with more mature but genuinely worrying conspiracies of which some have unfortunately have been found to be truth. Jimmy Saville, the
Jersey Care Home scandal, the Rotherham child abuse allegations, findings of systematic abuse by the Catholic church in nearly every major western
city, the list goes on. It isn't the content of the issues itself which interests me, as horrific as it may be, but as the older I have become, the
idea that people of my own age and older are capable and have been complacent in such a massive scale of such horrific acts. The Catholic church
(Rotherham, Boston), the British government and the BBC (Jimmy Saville), the American government (Pizzagate) all of which to a young hopeful man
seemed like the cornerstones of western beliefs and decency. As I have seen unfold before my eyes, none of this is true. It never has been.
So that is what has drawn me back, that is what has been digging away at me for the last few years, I guess since Jimmy Saville was unearthed as the
monster he was and since we learnt of the unbelievable cruelty inflicted upon the orphans of Jersey at Haut La Garenne. All of these things are
supported and protected by those who would claim to be in charge and have our best interests at heart. The people we choose to protect us turn out to
be the villain. The police hide the abuser, the councillor pardons the guilty and the government honour those who have abused our most vulnerable for
years. Understanding this and the reasons behind it are the reason I have got back into conspiracy theories, and what better place to talk to open
minded people than Above Top Secret.
Apologies for the rant, but I don't think I have ever tried to write down exactly what it is that has been on my mind so much of late. It all came out
a bit of a mess, and I hope at least a few people on here get what I mean. I look forward to getting back into it all!
P.s. And I still love aliens
edit on 20-9-2017 by DannyPanic because: (no reason given)