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originally posted by: Perfectenemy
a reply to: musicismagic
God or whatever better make god damn sure that i will end up in hell because right now i'm fueled with rage. The kindest,loving,caring and peaceful person that ever lived on this #ing earth will probably not survive this year. If there is an afterlife there will be hell to pay. Even if i have to tear down the #ing pearly gates of heaven myself to get to it. I would gladly accept any punishment to save my mothers life. # god and repent my ass. This entity is either just cruel and heartless or doesn't care about humans that do no harm at all.
In my experience, the laws of physics do not get suspended because people have a good relationship with God. I doubt the laws governing health and sickness are not subject to the same ex deus machina.
An anthropomorphic projection of an incomprehensible omnipotent God is not going to end in satisfaction. I would not assume our omnipotent God is foiling your mother's life. But if you want to go down the path it's all part of God's plan then the person you will become as result of her death is exactly what God is after.
Don't lose faith. Everyone suffers. The moment you have your first child in your hands all will be revealed.