posted on Aug, 10 2017 @ 04:44 AM
I just started a new medication to deal with arthritis, Gabapenton. For arthritis, and additionally for neuropathy in my extremities. fortunately
only my feet. I lay down to sleep and slipped into darkness, passing from one reality into another and back, a dimension that must be in the same
neighborhood as Ayahuasca....oh yea. I'v never been in this neighborhood before. A definite curtain. Fortunately clarity is still accompanying me
..... though the speed at which I process thought has slowed by at least 25% lo..l. An arbitrary number you might wonder...... ha ha, it's as good
a number as I could devise.... it's accurate. Dizzyness proceeded to surround me in a fog at times, not .....something, something.....zone-out.
it's debilitating somewhat, and I wouldn't attempt driving.... or even attempting the riding lawnmowers here. Um, but oh yea, the pain.. ? It's
rapidly diminishing and that is a beneficial feeling I am quite unaccustomed to... really unaccustomed to. My mental vocabulary library is closed for
renovation, with only brief entrances allowed. While in a waking state, things seem normal.. oh wait, no they don't, well sort'a. Time for another
My absence will come as a relief to some... lol ' I'm smiling,' and shouldn't be too much missed... carry-on. This is quite a unique drug..
with a plethora of side effects. You don't get high, but it is comparable to Nicotine patch dreams...
Can't make an omelette without breaking the eggs, but just try to keep the shell pieces out...... In a day or two, I should reach saturation levels,
and we'll see if I can then walk unaided. That would be novel after eleven years of canes crutches and redneck riding lawnmowers. ye-haa.
Kind of afraid to close my eyes again..... or not ? Let the journey begin.. ukkkth, I feel nauseous, maybe I shouldn't of drank this coffee.....