New here, Seeking some direction

I've visited many sites and explored many topics. During my stops on this website I have come to see the community here as knowledgeable and diverse. I am a free thinker and have been autodidactic for the last 15 years. Along my path I have found passions in philosophy and physics. I am 34 and don't view myself as very eclectic or extremely fringe. Though an experience 4 years ago has had my head spinning for a while now.

I created a habit of keeping learning logs and scratch books while doing my learning explorations and as insights and revelations developed I began imagining and documenting my ideas. Most are gibberish or generally purposeless, but I had a handful of one's that I bookmarked as potentially viable and/or useful.

The purpose of my sharing this experience is to find clarity. Tell me I'm crazy or tell me where I can go if you feel the need. Ultimately though I'm seeking open minded people, sympathizers, and possibly someone with some new puzzle piece that may help me make sense of it all.

Four years ago after a particularly deep exploration that lasted several months I developed several of the schema that I label with my pride.

One evening I went to bed as normal and had a particularly real and vivid "dream". During this experience I have a memory of several men of military stature coming into my bedroom and waking me and my girlfriend from our sleep. They escorted us out of my family home, where two of my relatives also reside. Once outside there were two large black suburbans with the cliché blacked out windows. The group of men separated myself and my girlfriend into the vehicles. Within the vehicle I was escorted to waited and older man dressed relatively casual, in stark contrast to the MIB types that escorted me from my bed.

The next part of the experience I was walking through a concrete hallway to a door which the casually dressed man opened and led me through. The room we entered consisted of barren concrete walls and was dimly lit. The only furniture in the room was a solid workbench style table in the center. It also happened to be where the majority of the lighting In the room was focused.

When I approached the table I felt a double wave of emotion. Exhilaration hit me full on and my mind spun, confusion followed quickly afterwards. Sitting on the table was a version of one of the schema I had drawn into my notebook. It was confusing because the man began asking me questions about the device once I was close enough to recognize it. It was as if someone had gained access to my concept drawings and actually fabricated one of them. The exhilaration peaked as I realized it was slightly different from my schema. That particular design in my notebook was not physically possible the way I had drawn it. The design called for cyclical motion, yet the way I had documented it the design would bind. To clarify, the way I had drawn it was as a non-functioning incomplete idea. This object in front of me was in motion. Here in front of me was a perfectly engineered version of my Quasimodo brainchild.

The exhilaration drove me into conversation with the man who had escorted me into the room. I remember freely answering all of his questions to the extent that I could. I have no sense of timing in any of this.

I awoke the next morning with a vivid memory of the experience. Any sense of fear was washed away with the feelings of wonder and astonishment of seeing the device functioning. It was a bit like how a young child feels on Christmas morning.

I woke my girlfriend and immediately began telling her about the crazy dream I had had throughout the night. I expected a high level of indifference from her as we share such diverging interests. Yet, to my surprise she seemed scared and shocked by what I was telling her.

Once I finished my story, she explained to me that she had a nightmare. Her nightmare was that government people had come to the house and startled her awake as they entered the room. Her perception was slightly different as she was frightened because they took us out of the house and forcibly separated her into a separate vehicle. She claimed that there was no memory in her dream of any experience beyond being put into the vehicle and driven away.

I was goosebumps all over after hearing her(edited typo) talk about my dream as her own. Needless to say the experience remains very dreamlike in my mind. I'm left with large gaps in the storyline and details are lost to the fog feeling of a dream.

Please share freely any intuitions or thoughts you might have in relation to the story. I've never had any kind of experience of shared dreams or ever considered myself in the realm of paranoia. Never had I considered anyone had interest in me or my thoughts. I have always been very reclusive with my studies and concepts.

Thanks for reading and more thanks to any responders I get in regards to this post.

a reply to: IAMUnification

I think your story is real. I can't convince you of that but I do. I do, in part, because of all of the people I've known in the last 15 years. You may never experience anything like it again and it may bug you for the rest of your life but I don't doubt it was real.

Your creation is of great interest to some who do not operate in "normal" ways.

a reply to: IAMUnification

It could have been a shared thought . We sometimes will think of something and mention it and get confirmation of the same thoughts . Dreams may work the same way . Some people are more sensitive to this kind of thing too .Or they claim to be .Neat story though ...welcome aboard .

Interesting story IMUnification. Time may be the only further clarification of its meaning. Does your site name, UNIfication have anytning to do with this experience? If not, unification of what?

a reply to: TerryMcGuire

My site name is not necessarily relevant to my experience. Though, it does reference my interest in both philosophy and physics. Somewhat relating to the connectedness of our shared experience. Somewhat relating to an interest in entanglement and the exploration of unity devices such as EMG.

Again, thank you for the interest and response.

a reply to: IAMUnification


Welcome to ATS! Thanks for sharing your experience. If I were to posit an explanation, I would guess that your dreams were inspired by some common experience and background. Were there any conversations between the two of you that could relate to the dream (mainly in terms of feelings or concerns)?

a reply to: VP740

In regards to conversation. I've been known to rant and ramble as I digest new ideas. Though in all honesty, I had stopped doing so with my girlfriend as her eyes glaze over when I talk about maths and physics. We had been together for two years already and those conversational rants ended within the first few months.

Luckily we can discuss other issues that are more socially oriented or in regards to GMOs and animal farming.

Never had I entertained any idea of another person being interested in my almost "diary" style notebooks.

I have and still do entertain the idea of a shared belief "poisoning the well" so to speak.

Thank you for welcoming me!

a reply to: IAMUnification Unity devices? How so?

a reply to: TerryMcGuire

I really need to refine that language. I'm referring to electromagnetics and concepts of energy harvesting. I just don't agree with the "over" part of overunity. It makes for poor translations of the concepts and misleads the laymen to ideas of something from nothing. I should just stick to EMG (electromagnetic generators), not iOS and Android coding methods. Im interested in all related phenomena. Sorry if this response seems like I'm rambling long couple days of work on Neurodevelopmental frameworks.

I like your story, good intro and welcome to ATS.

a reply to: IAMUnification
Oh yeah. Now it makes more sense. I was reading EMG as in the recording device for muscle health. Thanks for the clarification.

Hello!
GEEZE...you'll REMEMBER every grammatical ERROR I make...embarrassing.
HOW I admire a talent such as yours, Would you MIND going after the Voynich manuscript then?
www.voynich.nu...

a reply to: IAMUnification

Welcome aboard mate. It's a very interesting thread you have here. Just a few questions.
Do you keep a digital diary?
Your "quasimodo" device, does it have anything to do with free energy?
The questions you got asked, where you able to understand them or was the terminology of those questions outside of your thinking?
Has your computer been running any different before the "dream" even the slightest of issues?
Have you had any issues with any other electrical device in your home?
I completely understand if you do not wish to answer any or all of the questions, I just have a theory that's all.

Kind Regards

I will give my usually awkwardly received two cents here...

I think of life in the same way I do to ohms law, and there ae 2 channels of which humans can enable, disable, improve upon, lose sight on, etc. These are the physical life and the driving force of our energy (Merkaba). In regards to ohms law, if we as humans lessen the resistance to negative forces... certain aspects of enlightenment occurs. As resistance increases, our light/force/aura is darkened and increasingly numbed to higher energy plains of vibration. As resistance decreases, our auras shine brighter/life force increases/reception to increasingly higher frequency awareness elevates. These things are controlled by diets, how strong our will power is, how we ourselves treat life, and being open to possibilities. The amazing part of our Merkaba is that it can feed off of a physical beings force as well as a self generated Merkaba of energy and vice versa.

Its my opinion that centuries back that shared lucid dreaming was much more common than in current times. Calcification of the pineal gland over time has caused the human race to lose great abilities in subliminal communication methods that likely include shared dreams with others simultaneously. We actually have the abilities to experience like events in an awake state as well, although a deep state of meditation is required with great skill and practice that goes with it.

In regards to your individual experiences, I would indicate that your intelligence coupled with a grace for ALL life around you is rewarding that focus of your Merkaba to experiences that operate at higher frequencies. The experiences manifest themselves in many ways as the logic of the brain can steer experiences, as the emotional side of the brain can have influence too. Enjoy the ride and congratulations on foregoing ego for the learning experience that lays ahead.

How I have found it most easy to practice a resistance decrease in life is to take things a step further than most claim, which is 'to treat others as I would like to be treated.' By taking this a step further, I have begun to treat ALL life as I would want life to treat my children.

Anyhoo... nice to read your story and to meet a fellow inventor. Keep up the good fight!

a reply to: cavtrooper7

Hey Cav,

I've explored the Voynich manuscript in passing several times. I must admit, it can only hold my focus for very long, though I do tend to return to it on occasions. I don't sensationalize what I see in it as some others might. I see it as an enigma of language more than anything else. Codifying and encrypting our understandings is a practice that goes back to prehistory.

I could see this text as a druidic script. I wish I had enough time and patience to take some crack at decoding it.a the I'll peek at in a little in the near future.

Thanks for your interest in my introduction thread!

a reply to: chelsealad

Chelsealad,

All of my notes are on paper. I'm up to about a shelf and a half of notebooks that I have filled front to back. Of course that isn't to say I don't leave a HUGE digital footprint in my research. I also take no precautions to sweep the path I take. I actually hope more people try to follow my path.

I'm not on a box and I often use hotspotting to get into my research regardless of location. Typically I research with my phone, two iPads and lots and lots of paper notebooks.

Also, I don't focus on any of the possible hiccups of my devices besides making them work so I can continue my explorations.

I will make an attempt to document any said issues going forward, though I tend to get some serious loss of peripheral awareness.

Thank you for the interest. If it would make you share a reply to: chelsealad

Chelsealad,

All of my notes are on paper. I'm up to about a shelf and a half of notebooks that I have filled front to back. Of course that isn't to say I don't leave a HUGE digital footprint in my research. I also take no precautions to sweep the path I take. I actually hope more people try to follow my path.

I'm not on a box and I often use hotspotting to get into my research regardless of location. Typically I research with my phone, two iPads and lots and lots of paper notebooks.

Also, I don't focus on any of the possible hiccups of my devices besides making them work so I can continue my explorations.

I will make an attempt to document any said issues going forward, though I tend to get some serious loss of peripheral awareness.

Thank you for the interest. If it would make you share more freely, please u2u me with any theories you are entertaining.

[Edit]
In regards to free energy device in terms of physics no. In terms of an individuals cost within our current economy, yes it would generate energy without you having to purchase the fuel. In a similar way that a hand crank radio is a free energy device. The exception is you don't feed it or burn calories cranking it.

a reply to: ttobban

Okay. A simple hello might have been a lot simpler here. But away I go cause Im jetlagged and can't sleep.

Ohm's Law. Induced Current(Andre-Marie's)*Resistance(Georg's)=Voltage(Alessandro's)

If I was to take the Egyptian mer-ka-ba. I think that I would relate it to Ohm's Law as: Mer=Ka/Ba.

Mer being the light body, which I would delineate as Amperes. Measuring the "flow" of energy and causing Ohmic heating resulting in the emission of light from the conductor or body due to magnetic motion. Maybe Kamic heating?

Ka being the Soul body, which I delineated as Ohms. The unit would measure the difficulty with which charge could pass through the conductor or physical form. I feel that when mentioning the measure of resistance we should not lose sight of conductance. The positive view always makes me feel better. Literally, "going with the flow".

Ba being the Mind body or body of Consciousness, which I would delineate as Volts. This to me relates well because it is a measure of electromotive force, which is a source of energy, or it is potential drop. If it were a potential drop it would measure an application, loss, or storage of energy.

Also consider: the 8 ways the heart wraps in on itself like a coil, the pulse of the heart causing electrical currents and inducing magnetic motion, metabolism and how it seems to relate to Ohms, the Egyptian Ha and its relationship to a conductor or physical form, that charge is part of what makes up material, Egyptian Weighing of the Heart where if the heart or ib was bad the Ka was destroyed, how well the brain-heart system seems to work with Ka and Ba, How Circadian cycles seem to work so interestingly with Ba, and I need to stop.

It all seems to be a good mnemonic for folding data. Which is crucial part of constructing efficient memory.

Lucid dreaming is something I don't really want to go into right now. No offense to you or lucid dreaming.

The pineal gland and the eye of Osiris as it relates to a section at the center of the brains is very interesting. Especially considering its possible link to dimethyltryptamine and dreaming. Even more so if you relate it to your Ohmic version of the mer-ka-ba. Calculus accumulation would seem to happen to the pineal gland much like it would on your teeth. Generally being attributed to creating an unhealthy environment and from lack of use or cleaning. It's what you put in your body and how you maintain it through proper use.which is a physical and mental practice.

In regards to the golden rule. I believe it to be a tenet which binds thinking like a belief. I try to be outside of the good and the bad. I'd rather entertain the idea of the experience. Maybe similar to the Gnostics Abraxas. Either both or none. Sometimes I'm an ass, sometimes benevolent. This the idea of decreasing resistance seems to go best with balancing them or just not giving a...

Thanks for the reply... It entertained me for a few hours with my follow up. And I promise to endeavor until I break.

a reply to: IAMUnification

The theory I have will seem fairly far fetched but I have seen it before.
When you search online, and your search history forms a pattern of interest it sends up a red flag, of sorts, to certain government departments. I'm sure you're all aware of that. That's why I also asked if you have all your research in digital form.
The interference I ask about, however small, can often be a clue of your computer been hacked or your house been bugged. Now this does seem fairly improbable, but I know how easy it is for the people to get bugged, and I've seen it first hand.
I do have a theory that what you and your partner "dreamt" was not a dream at all, and it actually happened to the pair of you. I do not understand your research and I will not pretend to understand it either.
Just be careful and take care.

a reply to: IAMUnification

You are far beyond my engineering capabilities... you can map thoughts like few can! I especially value your input of resistance being viewed as conductivity. It is a much more positive approach to oneness than resistance is. I tend to be more architectural... missing small details but able to see the big picture easier.

I was actually going to mention dimethyltryptamine in my intial response, but I erased the ADD typing a bit. I was going to point out that its production elevates during R.E.M. sleep and just before death... that has always fascinated me. I have come to think of dimethyltryptamine as pineal gland fuel that was more abundant in times past when the pineal gland was more the size of a grape then it was closer to the size of a grain of rice as it is now. I can only imagine how this enabled humans to use the metaphysical form... maybe even dream state communication at will if others are tapped into the set frequency?

Those kind of thoughts is what makes me side with chelsealad and that the shared experience you had there is more real then not. Just because frequencies can be manipulated does not mean that it comes with a lack of awareness. Sensitivities come in many forms.

Thanks for the good read!

My favorite quote... or one of... "If you only knew the magnificence of the 3, 6 and 9, then you would have a key to the universe.” Nikola Tesla

a reply to: ttobban

As an interesting follow up:

A friend and I were discussing self improvement, career paths, and life paths/goals/success. Having just done that mer-ka-ba/Ohm's Law post with you the metaphor was fresh enough to apply.

Mer:Reward(Success) measure of "Flow"
Ka:Mental Health(Knowledge) and Physical Health(Diet/Exercise) measure of resistance/conductance
Ba:Intentional Desire(Goals/Aspirations) measure of motive force

It even makes sense with a balanced education that promotes personal goal setting.