Hello there
I feel your pain.
I feel like my anxiety is what defines me...
It is very physical, obviously mental as well, but the mental is so strong it manifests itself Into physical symptoms.
I have been to the ER about a dozen times, absolutely sure something must be wrong with my heart.
These days I fully understand my anxiety, but unfortunately I am no better off because I am now a drug addict. I take drugs to shut my brain the hell
up and to kill the physical symptoms.
The most important thing I see here is the klonopin...or any other benzos.....It is so critical that you do not take those every day!
Maybe you don't, but I know they are so effective in shutting up anxiety that its a hard habit not to get into to.
Benzo dependancy, and the subsequent withdrawal syndrome is 1000X worse than the most debilitating anxiety. I promise you this.
I went through absolute HELL on earth getting off of my klonopin.
The withdrawals are like how we feel when we are on the edge of a panic attack, yet magnified exponentially....
If not done properly you can cause yourself serious harm....i won't get into it because you don't need to hear all that gloom....
As far as the antidepressants go, maybe it'll work for you, but I don't think ssris or similar drugs work for anxiety, maybe depression but not
anxiety.......the way way they mess with your thoughts and feelings is the last thing an anxious person needs.
Plus antidepressants come with their own horrific withdrawals.
I have found the most effective medication is health......eat as healthy as humanly possible, and work out as hard as your body will allow....
Those two things naturally and harmlessly release the exact chemicals you need, the exact chemicals/neurotransmitters that those pills are meant to
produce.....
Antidepressants may work for you.....i can't say, but I doubt it......it is a long shot, and benzodiazepines are extremely risky no matter who you
are.
Benzos are miraculous in their ability to quell a panic attack, or high anxiety, but you have to be so careful with them......if you ever find
yourself dosing every day like I did, you will regret it.
I am not at all trying to hijack your thread but I would like to link a couple of my own threads on this very subject.....only because, this is my
life, I want to help you.....my mind is all over the place so Instead of rambling further ill just share with you my experiences with years of
anxiety, and my experience with both benzos and antidepressants......
Thread about benzos,
www.abovetopsecret.com...
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And the one about anxiety and meds....
www.abovetopsecret.com...
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