a reply to: Martin75
a reply to: Night Star
- those earrings sound lovely!
I need more jewellery, I used to have a jewellery box filled with necklaces and bracelets and
earrings, but alas, with the turbulence of the past 10 years, I need to reacquire such things.
- I only have the green aventurine at the moment, the amethyst will be on its way soon, but still slowly collecting my stones
think one a month is reasonable. Aventurine has calming effects, anti-stress, mostly considered a luck stone though.
As to my anxiety, it's just been brought on very suddenly by money issues thanks to my son clearing me out of literally -everything- on Saturday
morning when he bought 4 bedframes on a site I had my payment information saved onto. So I'm waiting for delivery on those so I can refuse them, and
get my money back. Thing is, it's a 2 part order because I had something saved in the cart already that I WAS actually intending to buy, and I'm
uncertain if I won't get my money back or not until that one is sent and returned to them too. Since while they're seperate weeks apart parcels,
they're technically the same order.
But, Dave has been and is being there for me since it happened, which I appreciate sosososososo much, such a wonderful boyfriend, but.. I just feel in
limbo. I have no money until the 16th when I get my usual fortnightly pay. Can get assistance if I desperately need it before then, but that's not the
point. Yeah. I'm just sick with anxiety and The Waiting Game while I try to fix all this.
I don't really need any more assurance when it comes to this, I know that it'll all work out. But. It doesn't stop my stomach from twisting and
churning and barely eating, barely sleeping, worrying and fretting until it actually IS over and done with.
*curls back up on the cushy chair by the fireplace*