A boy hides among his brothers

My family once said;" Remember your name, we always stay together as one, we fight as one " and my reply was;" I fight my own battles "
Life is unfair, the odds will surely almost be against you, but thats life.. It was never fair.. What once was survival is now about ideals and fantasies.. For me its not about winning or losing a fight, its about standing up for what you believe in..
Life is not fair, but if my beliefs is about no one should walk hungry and the means are there.. Its not an ideal anymore, its plain and simple greed..
We cannot change who we are, but we can provide simple means for a better future for each and everyone..

When you put your hope in others, it means you gave up.. It means you did not transcend to anything, you just gave into being a simple primate with a transcending story..
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A man fights his own battles, a boy hides among his brothers"

It's a very nice theory...until you are in a position where someone must intervene to save your life and you would/have done the same. You are speaking about the possibility of being beat up.

I am speaking about the possibility of dying. One is survivable. The other is not. Very few soldiers or first respondents are willing to die against an enemy. They will place their lives in jeopardy to save their brother or sister in arms. The perpetrator is only a secondary issue.

What are you doing big brother.. I'm just a boy standing alone against the world of crazies. Should I go get locked up tomorrow trying to shut down a Wendys restaurant because they serve poison food with my machine gun.

I dont get help from anyone as you probably know.. maybe some mixed advice. Sorry I don't know how to save the world and the brothers around here don't like me for some odd reason. Want me to bust off and save the world with a case of amnesia and plotted sabotaged life. I have no brothers or anyone who has the same beliefs I carried of being kind. They all want to play king of the hill and its tainted life. So, now im getting lured into playing king of the hill to keep my brothers lol. Maybe thats why i stand alone cus that old game is bullsht and the whole worlds got the wrong idea. You guys backstage you should have it figured out more than I. I wouldn't know how to identify a non back stager to even talk with as I could waste countless hours bicker with actors who wanna play fck fck to derail me like its always been. I came to conclusion you guys set up a system to fail or a rigged court room to manipulate free will. How in the fck would someone beat entities behind a timeline and the veil of earth itself uh? I'm the one not playing the fools game in this illusion. Theres ya some good fishing mr bait

IF I had any authority.. dmn straight I would cleanse the world. I don't know who I am or why I am here and have been programmed since birth by my "brothers"