Yeah.
So that.
Maybe you think I was a mastermind in the recent attacks.
Maybe you think I radicalised these people.
Maybe you think I sympathise with them and their terror campaign.
Maybe you think because I pray to the East with a Quran that I'm just another one of these.
I don't.
I never will.
I appreciate the kind u2u's I've received recently, they've kept me floating above the vitriol I seem to be a target of.
Of course I say "I" generically on behalf of ATS Muslims.
A minor grouping who as far as I know is always on a level, polite, and ready to accept disagreement from the outspoken about our Faith.
Maybe you think we wish you ill intent behind closed doors...
Maybe you feel we are too silent in our condemnation of these abhorrent targettings...
I can only say, I don't, and I apologise if the latter seems to be the case.
Of course I condemn them...
I hate these khanzeers, with a passion...
Maybe you think this entire post is taqiyya...
Or hiding my true intentions...
That I wish to subjugate you all to a life of forced belief and suppression of your views...
It's not...
& I don't...
I honestly don't.
This isn't even a rant, but we don't really have an Open Letter Forum, maybe People Forum would have sufficed...
I don't know what I did...
But I'll try to make it better.
Maybe you think that's BS too, and that I secretly harbour thoughts similar to these terrorists...
I certainly don't recall even saying anything too radical on here, nor in real life...
I have no time for all of that.
I'm a believer in the energy you put out, you get back 3-fold...
& prior to converting, I'd lived in the dark side so long that I hurt people and myself...
I vowed to change that...
& I have...
To the best of my ability as fast as I could...
I've started giving to charity...
I've started praying for others...
I stopped casting spells...
I've become more tolerant of so many groups I've lost count of their initials...
Everyday I try to improve...
This is not a poor me thread...
That's certainly not my intention either...
It's more of a question filtered with musings and feelings...
What have I done wrong?
Please tell me.
Is it just guilt by association?
Is it something I've said or done?
Am I just paranoid, that's happened before.
Maybe the media has turned you against me...
Maybe life experience has brought you tragedy where anyone like myself is now a suspect...
Those are understandable, I guess.
I'll end it here.
I don't know why I ranted so long anyways.
Salam Alaikum.
We're All In This Together...
Through All Sickness & Weather...
& I'm Sure We Can All Mix Our Business With Pleasure...
Take My Right Hand, You And I Can Build...
& Make Our Lives Span, Until Time Stands Still!!!
Ameen