posted on Jun, 11 2015 @ 04:05 PM
So my mind goes like this:
"Hay where it began?"
And the feeling in me responds:
Mind: "Where is that somewhere?"
Feeling: "Where it began"
Mind: "Okay get more exact please"
Feeling: "Where it was nothing"
Mind: "Then how anything happened"
Feeling: "It had not"
Mind: "So what this is"
Mind: "You are crazy"
Feeling "You eat too much"
Mind: "Sc**w you!"
Feeling: "S*re* you!"
You might guess that from that conversation nothing rally came out, so I had to search a bit on the net. You know the net is cool place... with all
this fanta advertisement popping up anywhere. I entered the google housing, called the browser and walked into the domain of true validity. Google is
always right - you know this, Santa Claws said it. Walking on this true validity side and enhanced by the mind of real creation I purchased three
toasters and one Jar of bio vegetarian honey. Then suddenly by misclicking aside from one advertisement of fanta, my browser let me to a page so
obscure and unreal that my mind itself was petrified. Various numbers and crazy explanations rumbled and beat each other until my mind got totally out
of order and... shut down. Then my feelings took the throne. And a miracle happened. Feeling like a Buddha under the tree my enshadowed mind got
overwhelm by images and ideas, inexplicable in speech or due. I realised it - it was a mistake, all was a mistake! A joke of an evil genius - God
himself! Then it flashed back and I returned to reality... I am so hopelessly trying to remember somehow in logical manner what I saw, Yet I cannot.
Please give me a remedy - why my mind cannot spell it - what I saw - what I felt...
is the page of my demise and my enlightenment... now As I browse it again... I really
feel that it is so far from me... and just before half an hour it was so vivid and laughing... how this could be? Astral attack or a dog?
-I take no drugs
-I don't smoke
-I don't have past similar experiences(or maybe just once in the toilet)