posted on Mar, 6 2015 @ 12:31 AM
Without going into details, here's a summary of my life up until now.
I was born into a family that had trouble expressing love, which back in the 50's and 60's wasn't that unusual. But I was a quite short male with
one tall male brother, and I could tell who was the favored one.
And so gaining favor was a big part of my motivation in my early years since I pretty well never received a compliment from my parents. They are both
long gone, but I totally forgive them and love them.
And then I drifted on the seas of desire, making many mistakes. Two failed marriages, lots of morally questionably decisions made by me in those
And finally I woke up, and in my early 40's. I looked hard at reality, and decided that I was going to always chose to "do the right thing" when
it comes to how to behave. And that is what I have done for over 20 years.
I screwed up for the first half of my life, but I'm glad I finally became the person that is the real me.