I'm not sure i have the ability to really console you in all the topics that are getting you down at the moment,
I did however want to get online and tell you that i think your a really talented writer.
Or, at least very talented and expressing your self and from memory that is one of the most important criteria in writing, "ability to express ideas
"i have been stuck inside my head with a million racing thoughts, and no outlet" - well i think you just proved your self wrong, i wish i had the
diligence to write here on this fantastic and safe outlet of thought as much as you do, and i sincerely hope that i have the opportunity to be privy
to a lot more of your posts in the future.
hang in there my good friend, "no regrets, just lessons" and all that spiritual jazz.
one time i wrote and essay in which Apple (the company) tried to take over the world through subliminal messages through its music, it was a little
bit lord of the rings-esque with a lower case "i" as a tower with and 'eye" and so forth,rather a thrilling read actually.
Anyways re: family with ipads;
I read once that it is too late to affect any more positive influence on those who have been indoctrinated into the musings of our consumer capitalist
society that is sucking civilisation dry of any free thought and culture. which is a frightful thought,
and the fact that you seem to believe all you have of any safety in this world is your BOB and some nice boots; well sir, I could do with a nice pair
of boots but unfortunately all i have is family with ipads.
So until i get those boots ima be here doing my best to stay aware, vigilant, and with the tenacity to continue to try and sway the people i love
(regardless of their ill-recipricated affections) away from the evil company which is apple.
i wish you good luck, i offer you all of my most heartfelt love,
One tribe, one love, one life, one.
(some more hippie jaz)