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originally posted by: Raxoxane
First of all,my sympathy for you having the elderly cat,whom you know will pass away in the foreseeable future.I too have an elderly cat,whom we rescued from the SPCA 11 years ago-she is a beautiful b+w cat,very distinct personally,and I shall miss her awfully when she passes on.
About the dreams with the recurring theme of death-i wish to ask you-are you consiously aware of having a fear of your husband passing on before you? Or that he may leave you,for whatever reason? Because what comes through for me personally,from what you wrote-is a fear of abandonment,of being vulnerable and alone,more than a fear of death itself.You can be frank,no one knows your real identity on here-i just got the sense that you have a subconscious,if not conscious,fear of being alone,vulnerable,abandoned to fend for yourself.
And in this brutal world ,it is a fact that if a woman is alone,she Is usually more vulnerable,not necesarily to death even,but to loneliness,sadness,isolation,many practical everyday problems,to people taking advantage of her,to many unpleasant things.Just my first thoughts on reading your account.a reply to: Cornczech