posted on Feb, 24 2014 @ 06:59 AM
reply to post by FreeWillAnomaly
Lots of great experiences after I did alot of studying, filtering, seeking in my heart, seeking throughout and in life itself, fasting as well for a
period of time while learning. I feel that the mind/spirit complex of Jesus taught me alot.
Its started back when I was a child, believing in things that did not feel right, placing faith in what the crowds told me were truth. I walked the
life of a Christian for most of my life...but then some things happened that were hard to explain...I placed trust in the Spirit to show me things as
I read and studied many materials, I studied nature as well and did alot of observing my own heart/mind as well as others. I believe even in a dream,
Jesus showed me reincarnation is just a part of the experience of God emanating Theeself 'outwardly' which brought forth this emanation we live in
and are of.
The fasting was something I feel the Spirit led me to do as there were certain things I had to do in order to gain certain understandings. One needs a
clean heart, honest, humbled, and one needs to seek for the right reasons. Not because they are afraid they wont gain entrance to heaven, not because
they desire to gain rewards, but because they found deep within them, their soul seeks something, a part of itself, something that it is 'of'
besides this body of flesh...there is something within us that longs to reconnect to its true nature of spirit...something it 'once' knew, still
'knows'....but its a matter of the soul/spirit together getting through the knots in the mind complex, the ego and the part of us that 'thinks' we
already know things. Its hard to toss everything aside that you may think you 'know' and come to Thee with a blank slate to be shown things.
The knowledge, the wisdom, its always been here, its within the very design of life itself, a place it can always be found, a place that it cant be
destroyed nor will rust or ruin. Life.