posted on Feb, 16 2014 @ 07:25 PM
reply to post by dukeofjive696969
I know how you feel. I work with zombies myself and wonder why sometimes. It would seem in todays world most do as their told while I find things to
do without being told. For the Love of God still can not fathom how some keep their jobs thesedays!
Most want to talk about doom, gov and all the dirty crap floating out there yet never really taking the time seeking completeness or something
spiritual these days. And even that drives a person crazy! Since somehow it ends up in seeking something outside then within your own world itself.
I think I lost my Drive somehow because it really did not matter to anyone. Even checked for energy suckers in my life lol trying to explain the lost
of it all. Then came Doom Porn, Oh for the Love of God! Fit right in, wanting something to actually happen so people would wake up.
Thought somehow I was the only one left in the world using my brain or over using anyways. Here I can look up almost anything on the computer and find
nothing I can use but some words from some that have gone through what I am going through. Could one go as far as disconnecting oneself from the
One things for sure, I do not fit in nor even if I wanted too could really since something deeper is happening. Find it odd that people creap me out!
Not saying I'm better nor judging just the No, not me thing.
Could just be resolving host issues within lol. Or the old is dying and I haven't caught up with the new. Limbo? Puratory perhaps? Yet been there
before and nothing like this! Surely I haven't been brainwashed could I?
Or am I just waking up to what is real and seeing what I created out of nothing. Work, play, living. I find something is missing these days!