reply to post by Panne
I have lucid dreams. Not every night, but often. I know, inside my dream, that I am dreaming and can take control over my dream. It usually happens in
nightmares, where I can actually pause the situation in it, and think of a way to turn it around into something nice, then start it again from the
point I just thought out. I learned to do so as a child, and it still happens today. My dreams where always extremely lifelike. If I eat something, I
will taste it exactly as it would taste in real life, If i hurt myself with a cut, I will feel the blade cut my skin and the stinging pain from it,
smells and touching is of course also just as in real life, something that can be both a blessing and a curse depending on dreams. I asked a lot of
people how they dream, how it feels and look, and so far no one I asked had experiences such detailed and realistic dreams as mine.
I also predicted a woman's pregnancy once. I dreamt of a woman that I only know by first name and on looks. She is a friend of my older sister, but I
personally never talked to her or had anything to do with her. In my dream I walked with her and her guy and I pushed a baby wagon for them while she
told me she was expecting and caressed her baby belly. As I woke up I asked my sister if that woman was pregnant, which my sister had no idea of. She
ended up asking her friend about it, in which her friend was shocked, and admitted she just found out she was pregnant but hadn't told anyone yet.
Another thing I've had for as long back as I can remember is Deja Vu. The feeling of "I've been here before, I've done this before" in situations
that are fully new. Just like with my dreams, I asked around to see if anyone around me too experienced Deja Vus, and found no one. However, as I
found love and got married, it turned out my husband has experienced Deja Vus his entire life as well. Both of us had Deja vus as children, but rare.
Maybe once a year. Now as we got together, we both have them daily. Something that seems very rare, and makes me believe we did not find each other
out of "coincidence".
We both ask ourselves what it means, and we believe it to be a sign that we have a destiny to fulfill, and are heading in the right direction.
Like a lot of people, I have a very strong gut feeling, and it was so far never wrong. With it I have been able to tell the intention of people
without saying a word to them, tell in advance if the roads are safe, if the day will go fine or if something will happen, and to some extend also
predict my own future and futures of the people around me. It was so accurate, that my husband nowadays rely almost only on what my intuition say
above anything else.
Eye color change:
This has happened to me two times that I know of. One time was years ago as I woke up and did my usual morning routine, preparing for the day. I took
a look into the mirror and realized my Irises had intensified in color drastically. My usual eye color is nothing special. They are wage blue, almost
little grey mixed, nothing that catches anyone's attention. Now however they were dark, deep and intensely blue. It went away minutes after I first
spotted it and returned to its normal color. The second time was when I went to my sister to visit my nephew and niece, and was first greeted by her
boyfriend, staring at me silently, and shortly after my sister met me, stopped and stared just as much, but she, being a person that is pretty
straight forward in general, immediately asked "What have you done with your eyes?" ( Worth mentioning, I dont really wear makeup, more then a
little mascara, so the thought of "intensifying the iris color with eyeshadows and such is not the case here). I didn't understand her, and asked
what she meant, in which she said "They are so blue! Are you wearing colored contacts??" After denying it, she didn't believe me and still believed
I must have had contacts and lied to her about it. I don't even wear contacts nor glasses in general, so colored ones for a visit to my sister is
pretty stupid I would say, and something I never did nor will use.
And the latest, something that creeps me out:
A most reason thing that started for me as soon as 2014 started, is that every time I look at a clock, no matter if its on a wall, on the tv, or on
the cellphone, the numbers are always the same. By same, I mean times like : 11.11, 13.31, 01.01, 14.14, 20.02 well you catch the drift. Unless I
forcefully make sure to look at the clock one or two minutes after I've seen the numbers, knowing its going to be different numbers then, I am
always, and I mean ALWAYS faced with these creepy numbers. I never had it before, it started this year, 2014, and just doesn't stop.
So, my main question is, as the title says, "What am I?".
A Psychic? A woman with an open third eye? Or simply a lunatic with lucky guesses?
A second question would be, if anyone knows more into any of this and have some helpful advises for me. What I should do with these abilities, if I
should try to develop them further or try to push them away? If I should develop them, how do I do so? What should I do?
I hope someone here can give me some clarity into why I have all of these strange experiences throughout my life that seems to not be common or
Thank all of you who read my long post, and I'm happy for any reply and possible clarity.