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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 08:00 AM
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This is my first thread here on the forum (aside of the introduction one). I have only known about ATS for a few weeks now, and with many of the postings made here, I've come to believe this might just be the right place for me to hopefully find an answer to the question "What am I?"

Now, That I am Human, that`s no doubt. But throughout my life on almost daily basis I've had experiences I, and no one around me could find a reasonable explanation to. I'll list some of it up, as easy as I can, and I'll try to keep each part as short as I can so it's still readable, but It will be a lot of text, and I'm sorry about that, but I have a lot to tell.

First of all:
Ghosts.
Seeing "dead people" started for me as early as the age of 5, when I saw my first ghost child talking to me, giggling and calling my name, waking me up in the middle of the night and wanting me to follow it, after which it disappeared around a corner. As a kid, I didn't think much of it, and never mentioned it to anyone. It took years until I saw one again, now however, it increased massively and the activities would be weekly. They are see-through, grey-white in color. They don't "float", but act just as any living person would. Some look straight at me, other act as if I'm not there. Walking around, sometimes talking, doing something. I never feared them, never felt the need to. To me they were just as present as any person of the street. They would not interact with me on my command, but only when they themselves wanted to.

Not only did I meet them fully awake at home, out walking, out driving, working etc. I would see them in my dreams, see events and houses from people I never met or knew, and later as I told my family or people around me about it, it would turn out to be a deceased relative to them, in homes they knew. As I started working in a flower shop, I kept seeing an older, round man in suit and hat that followed me around in the store and observed what I did. Eventually I mentioned it to the owner, describing the man I saw, and he went quiet and went up to their home which they had on top of the store of their family business. The day after, he called for me and showed me a photo of that exact man I saw, smiled and said "That's my father, founder of this shop". In the same store, I ended up seeing a black and white ghost of a cat running in circles in front of me, of which I mentioned to the daughter of the shop owner, who also worked there. She too later on showed me a private album of photos of her cat, looking as described, and told me towards the end of the cats life, it was very sick and usually ran in circles. Words of my "ability" spread, and soon I got asked to visit a University by two students who claimed strange noises and winds kept bothering them as they where left alone in their classroom, and they strongly believed it was ghosts. I went there, and ended up seeing a ghost of a blond girl, hanging herself, and a Janitor with very specific facial treats and clothing walking around inside the building. I told them what I had seen, but also informed them that I do not have the ability to remove them or even really talk to them, I can only see them. One week later, they rang my door with a flower bouquet for me, telling me they where amazed by my accuracy. They had spoken to the female principal of the school, asking about these people I mentioned, and according to them it was of a great shock to her. She ended up confessing that a girl student took suicide inside that building I was in, by hanging herself in long ago, but that it was quiet down by the staff and kept secret to not cause any distraction or distress among the new students.

I've kept seeing ghosts from both humans and animals, also my own deceased family members ever since, but managed to keep it "down" by refusing to acknowledge them for some years. The reason for that was my discovery of the false "Mediums" in this world, seeing how they scammed weak people seeking for inner peace after losing a loved one, with the technique of "cold reading" only to get the money out of their pockets. I learned about cold reading, read myself into it to understand what exactly it was, and was horrified to see it being used on unknowing people desperately seeking peace within themselves by hoping for one last word with their passed away loved ones. The more fake psychics I saw, the less my interest in dealing with ghosts became, as despite my successfull sightings, I ended up questioning the afterlife, and myself. It did not help that I got approached by so called "psychics" ( cold readers ), trying to "train me" and insisting that I stopped helping other for free, weather it was through healing or ghost seeking. They wanted me to demand money for it, which I refused. I was always of the belief that IF I do have abilities that others don't, I have it for a reason, and that is to help others, not to profit from them. To this day I never wanted and never accepted anything for any help I could give anyone.

Today, I still see minor ghosts signs now and then, and feel a presence observing me very often, but I chose to not try to look deeper into it.

Healing:
Another thing that makes me different is my healing ability.
I was always told by family members that when I touched them on their sore shoulders, or wounded areas, it would heat up and feel much better. My hands, that are usually ice cold, gets almost burning hot when in contact with a wounded area. They said " You have healing hands", but I laughed it off thinking they just said it in a joking way. Later on in life, as I realized it actually worked and helped a lot of people, I got more into it and learned to even heal people on distance without touching them. Something I am asked to use today still, whenever someone who knows me has a physical problem or need a "positive push" in hard times, or I myself need help getting through hard situations in life.

Sensitive hearing:
Not only have I woken up with the sound of a war outside my window, although nothing was going on in the little village in the middle of Scandinavia, in about the early 2000 ( I do not know the exact date), so shaken up that I woke my parents up asking if they hear the bombs, in which of course they said no. However, my mother did take me serious, seeing that I was wide awake and not sleepwalking, (which btw I never have done) and checked around the area the day after to see if there could possible had been any explainable reason for the sound that threw me out of bed, and kept going on in my ears as I was awake. There was none. I heard that once, and pray I don't have to again. After that my hearing got very intensified. I can hear signals from TVs and radios being on inside a building on the other side of the street while walking by them, and I can hear tiny, light signals that others usually don't notice until I point it out to them. Although my hearing in general is normal, if anything nothing better then average, somehow electrical signals are picked up very easily for me.




posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 08:02 AM
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Dreams:
I have lucid dreams. Not every night, but often. I know, inside my dream, that I am dreaming and can take control over my dream. It usually happens in nightmares, where I can actually pause the situation in it, and think of a way to turn it around into something nice, then start it again from the point I just thought out. I learned to do so as a child, and it still happens today. My dreams where always extremely lifelike. If I eat something, I will taste it exactly as it would taste in real life, If i hurt myself with a cut, I will feel the blade cut my skin and the stinging pain from it, smells and touching is of course also just as in real life, something that can be both a blessing and a curse depending on dreams. I asked a lot of people how they dream, how it feels and look, and so far no one I asked had experiences such detailed and realistic dreams as mine.

I also predicted a woman's pregnancy once. I dreamt of a woman that I only know by first name and on looks. She is a friend of my older sister, but I personally never talked to her or had anything to do with her. In my dream I walked with her and her guy and I pushed a baby wagon for them while she told me she was expecting and caressed her baby belly. As I woke up I asked my sister if that woman was pregnant, which my sister had no idea of. She ended up asking her friend about it, in which her friend was shocked, and admitted she just found out she was pregnant but hadn't told anyone yet.

Deja Vu:
Another thing I've had for as long back as I can remember is Deja Vu. The feeling of "I've been here before, I've done this before" in situations that are fully new. Just like with my dreams, I asked around to see if anyone around me too experienced Deja Vus, and found no one. However, as I found love and got married, it turned out my husband has experienced Deja Vus his entire life as well. Both of us had Deja vus as children, but rare. Maybe once a year. Now as we got together, we both have them daily. Something that seems very rare, and makes me believe we did not find each other out of "coincidence".
We both ask ourselves what it means, and we believe it to be a sign that we have a destiny to fulfill, and are heading in the right direction.

Gut feeling:
Like a lot of people, I have a very strong gut feeling, and it was so far never wrong. With it I have been able to tell the intention of people without saying a word to them, tell in advance if the roads are safe, if the day will go fine or if something will happen, and to some extend also predict my own future and futures of the people around me. It was so accurate, that my husband nowadays rely almost only on what my intuition say above anything else.

Eye color change:
This has happened to me two times that I know of. One time was years ago as I woke up and did my usual morning routine, preparing for the day. I took a look into the mirror and realized my Irises had intensified in color drastically. My usual eye color is nothing special. They are wage blue, almost little grey mixed, nothing that catches anyone's attention. Now however they were dark, deep and intensely blue. It went away minutes after I first spotted it and returned to its normal color. The second time was when I went to my sister to visit my nephew and niece, and was first greeted by her boyfriend, staring at me silently, and shortly after my sister met me, stopped and stared just as much, but she, being a person that is pretty straight forward in general, immediately asked "What have you done with your eyes?" ( Worth mentioning, I dont really wear makeup, more then a little mascara, so the thought of "intensifying the iris color with eyeshadows and such is not the case here). I didn't understand her, and asked what she meant, in which she said "They are so blue! Are you wearing colored contacts??" After denying it, she didn't believe me and still believed I must have had contacts and lied to her about it. I don't even wear contacts nor glasses in general, so colored ones for a visit to my sister is pretty stupid I would say, and something I never did nor will use.

And the latest, something that creeps me out:
Clock times.
A most reason thing that started for me as soon as 2014 started, is that every time I look at a clock, no matter if its on a wall, on the tv, or on the cellphone, the numbers are always the same. By same, I mean times like : 11.11, 13.31, 01.01, 14.14, 20.02 well you catch the drift. Unless I forcefully make sure to look at the clock one or two minutes after I've seen the numbers, knowing its going to be different numbers then, I am always, and I mean ALWAYS faced with these creepy numbers. I never had it before, it started this year, 2014, and just doesn't stop.


So, my main question is, as the title says, "What am I?".
A Psychic? A woman with an open third eye? Or simply a lunatic with lucky guesses?
A second question would be, if anyone knows more into any of this and have some helpful advises for me. What I should do with these abilities, if I should try to develop them further or try to push them away? If I should develop them, how do I do so? What should I do?

I hope someone here can give me some clarity into why I have all of these strange experiences throughout my life that seems to not be common or explainable.

Thank all of you who read my long post, and I'm happy for any reply and possible clarity.


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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 08:13 AM
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I actually don't think those are ghosts you are seeing. Maybe manifestations or memories stored in something that you are reading. Possibly a communication or link with someone else. I close my mind and see something like a movie running sometimes, or faces. Maybe it's all the tv radio waves interacting with our brains too. Who knows what causes this. These beings seem to run in a different reality than the ones I am in. I'm not worried about them, it is just something interacting with my mind. I'm not going to let it bother me. They started after I got my TLE. I don't get any body seizures with this condition, just interesting perceptions and access to some really cool information.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 08:40 AM
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You are not mentally ill... Ignore that comment up above...

You sound like a 'sensitive' ...and like Rickymouse said..it may be manifestations...or their energy that was left behind.
You may be slightly psychic ... As I know I am.

If all this is interesting to you..then I personally would research further and then go ahead and try and further your abilities..just be safe. Evil lurks nearer than we think...imo..

My eyes have never changed so intensely like you described, but they do change from blue, to green, to grey... And it depends on my mood at times.

Deja vu is neat. I've stated this in another thread about what I think it is... Just my lil theory that there are several parallel universes around us and when we expericence déjà vu..we have actually already experienced it in the other universe..and since it's all connected, it seems familiar..those are just my opinions


The clock thing is cool.. I look at the clock very day at 4:20.. No joke. I have no idea why.. I see 4's and 2's a lot... Don't know what it means since I don't study numerology.

Your healing ability is neat.. And maybe you should further research that. Very interesting.

Thanks for sharing your stories.

See.. I was confused and becoming overwhelmed... I recently found out I'm an emotional empath.. And it was confusing and I didn't understand. I can actually feel other people's emotions .. And a lot of times I can't differentiate my emotions from someone else's.. And that was scary for me..
So I visited my therapist I've been seeing since my mom passed. She said she has a few patients who have abilities and thought they were crazy..but we aren't crazy...just confused on what's going on..at least I was confused. My therapist is helping me now.
I am going to get a book on emotional empaths and research and learn to control my emotions.


I hope you find some answers you're looking for and have a wonderful day or evening...where ever you are.

Peace and love and hugs to you ~~>>
-nat
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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 09:04 AM
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I assure you I mean no offense here, so please don't take any. I've asked this question here before. I've seen other threads where the OP claims to possess all sorts of specialized abilities and knowledge. (Just as you're doing) They can heal, they're psychic, they're super-intuitive, etc...

Yet they come here seeking advice from complete strangers who are so utterly anonymous that the OP hasn't the slightest clue as to the veracity of the replies. (Although you claim to be "never wrong" in your instincts, so maybe that's moot.)

If you're never wrong, as you claim, why are you asking a bunch of total strangers "who you are"? Are you seeking comfort because you think you might be mentally ill? I don't get it.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 09:07 AM
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What I should do with these abilities, if I should try to develop them further or try to push them away? If I should develop them, how do I do so? What should I do?


Personally, I think you must trust yourself. Listen to your gut feeling.
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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 09:24 AM
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ColeYounger
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I assure you I mean no offense here, so please don't take any. I've asked this question here before. I've seen other threads where the OP claims to possess all sorts of specialized abilities and knowledge. (Just as you're doing) They can heal, they're psychic, they're super-intuitive, etc...

Yet they come here seeking advice from complete strangers who are so utterly anonymous that the OP hasn't the slightest clue as to the veracity of the replies. (Although you claim to be "never wrong" in your instincts, so maybe that's moot.)

If you're never wrong, as you claim, why are you asking a bunch of total strangers "who you are"? Are you seeking comfort because you think you might be mentally ill? I don't get it.



Not trying to be off topic here.. But you are the second person who has said the phrase 'mentally ill'.... After reading her post she seems confused about her abilities....like I was. It's not uncommon.. And there are people here on ATS that have had similar experiences and could help her further understand..

Even if we are strangers... I don't think that really matters..imo... We share and come together and try to understand things that we don't understand...and may never understand depending on the topic.

...peace and love to you ~~>>
-nat

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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 09:27 AM
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Who knows!?
A story, such as yours, generally attracts others with similar stories...and, rarely moves in the intended direction.
You seem 'young' to me - My advice... Do as you will. I don't know that there is a "right" or "wrong" way to go.
It's like someone with exceptional athleticism, or musicality, or mechanical genius (etc...), that ends up going an entirely different direction in their life. They may later find reason to regret their choice/s - - or may not.
Your best bet is to approach it with eyes wide open. Don't jump into something without assessing the field of play.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 10:21 AM
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Hey there Panne (love the name) ... as Natalia has already said ignore the 'mental illness' comments ... I am perfectly sane and experience everything you do except the eye-colour change ... my first 'ghost' experience was when I was 3yrs old ... and the deja vu experiences are what lead to me becoming a Pastlife Regression Therapist ... although I should add that not all deja vu experiences relate to previous life experiences.

This is the second time I have said this on ATS in as many weeks ... but 'paranormal' is my 'normal' and if several days pass without something happening I begin to think something is wrong
this is the way it has always been in my life.

As a result I tackled this from all angles (many years ago) in an effort to understand 'what I am' ... I studied psychology to understand how the human mind works ... and I researched my own past-life memories to confirm their reality ... and for almost 30yrs I have been a practicing 'solitary' Witch following the old traditional path.

You ask 'what are you' ?

In my opinion from the things you have told us you are what is known as a 'sensitive' and/or and an 'empath'. Exploring and researching your abilities will help you to understand what you are and your life will be fuller for the knowledge as you learn how to work with your abilities.

One more thing ... there will always be people who disregard the things you can do and or experience ... and this is fine because if someone has not experienced such things for themselves first-hand then they should not gullibly accept what someone else tells them ... there are too many charlatans around these days so it is always best to be cautious ... even when you do have such experiences you should maintain an element of scepticism until you can rule out all mundane possibilities.

Happy to help if you want to message me with any questions you might have.

Woody )O(

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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 11:28 AM
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Soul Sisters.

It is up to you to look within and understand who you are, what you are.
I think you already know the answer.
Walk your path in the way you choose.
*love & light*
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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 12:53 PM
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rickymouse
I actually don't think those are ghosts you are seeing. Maybe manifestations or memories stored in something that you are reading. Possibly a communication or link with someone else. I close my mind and see something like a movie running sometimes, or faces. Maybe it's all the tv radio waves interacting with our brains too. Who knows what causes this. These beings seem to run in a different reality than the ones I am in. I'm not worried about them, it is just something interacting with my mind. I'm not going to let it bother me. They started after I got my TLE. I don't get any body seizures with this condition, just interesting perceptions and access to some really cool information.



Very possible. I have heard something similar before, where there was talk about "glitches" from the past that I could somehow see or pick up on, or so called "finger prints" left from the people that used to be active in that particular area. Basically sensing the energy they left there, or how one should describe it. I don't know if it's true or not, all I know is that I've seen people I never knew or could have known and managed to describe it to others who happened to actually be related to that person in question, which I can not possibly deny myself. It is SOMETHING there, question is what? The difficult part is always to be able to tell the difference. Most people who experience any phenomena like this perceive it differently, so finding the "ultimate truth" is the hard part. But I thankful for your answer with your own experience and your point of view.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 01:14 PM
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First of all, thank you for your very kind words.
It is always difficult when people do not take one serious, which is one of the reasons I joined ATS, looking for those that have experiences similar, or greater then myself to get some advises or maybe learn something from them.

There is a part of me that would like to learn more and reach higher possibilities with these abilities, but there is also the uncertain part of me that is afraid of what I might get myself into, seeing as I have no actual living being as a guide, and myself don't really know how to control most of the things that happens. The only thing I do have control over is the healing, the rest happens at any given time without any warnings, so to master any of it is hard. If even possible.

That your eyes changes color depending on your mood is very interesting. Mine don't, as far as I know. I used to think the more blue mine turned, the more "spiritually open" I maybe was without knowing it, but I have no evidence for such. Only those two times where it was noted by myself and others that the color changed. Either way, it is very fascinating that the color of our irises can change at all. It is hard to understand really how, but again, very fascinating.

Your theory on Deja vu is new to me, but interesting. I will look into that thread!
I personally always believed it has to do with a set out "road map" we all have in life that we follow without knowing and through that sometimes feel as if it's familiar even when it is new. Hard to explain, I'm not so good with words unfortunately.


Actually now that you mention the clock thing, my mother long ago told me she wakes up and look at the clock at exactly 04.00 every night. It seems a lot of people experience these weird numbers everywhere. Creepy really all of this. I don't know if it's coincidences for us all, or has a reason behind it.

I can relate to your talk about feeling confused. I do too, which is one of the reasons I made this thread, hoping for some clarity. It's not easy seeing and feeling things no one around you can, and try to still feel like any other person on the street and not come off as a wacko. ( which clearly some of the commentators here already marked me as unfortunately) One do ask oneself why, how, and even question yourself. There is abilities there that not everyone have, but one doesn't know why one have it or what to use it for.

I guess every human seek for their purpose in life. I certainly do, and with these experiences happening so often for me, I can not avoid thinking maybe they belong to MY purpose. Question remains however why. Hopefully I'll find it out one day.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 01:17 PM
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I assure you I mean no offense here, so please don't take any. I've asked this question here before. I've seen other threads where the OP claims to possess all sorts of specialized abilities and knowledge. (Just as you're doing) They can heal, they're psychic, they're super-intuitive, etc...

Yet they come here seeking advice from complete strangers who are so utterly anonymous that the OP hasn't the slightest clue as to the veracity of the replies. (Although you claim to be "never wrong" in your instincts, so maybe that's moot.)

If you're never wrong, as you claim, why are you asking a bunch of total strangers "who you are"? Are you seeking comfort because you think you might be mentally ill? I don't get it.





I never claimed to "never be wrong". I said I have gut feelings that have helped me make vice choices in life.
I do not know everything. Clearly. And my thread here is for the purpose of hopefully finding people with similar experiences and more knowledge about this topic then I have, and hopefully get some useful advises from them.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 01:48 PM
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Welcome to ATS Panne. I read your story with great interest. What are you? You are extremely gifted my dear.
I cannot tell you how many times I have longed to be able to heal...or have an ability that would be of help to many. Alas that was not my destiny.

I am able to 'ping' people though; in that someone I think of (but do not hear from often) will call within hours of the thought. Sending thought pictures to those I am closest with seems to happen with regularity as well. I can also relate very much to your lucid dreams, and as long as I can remember have dreamed with all of my senses and colours as well. I can control the dreams when I am in them, but oh to control which dream will appear each night!


I too have experienced a gut feeling with people which hasn't steered me wrong yet, and can relate via seeing 1:11 or 11:11 regularly on the clock, for several years now. It seems this may be a common occurrence for many people and, I am not sure what it means (if anything) to be honest.

Only you can know for certain if using these gifts (be it all or just specializing with one) is a direction you want your life to take. Be aware of any energy drain using your gifts may have on you, and seek a balance so that you will not feel depleted by using them.
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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 04:10 PM
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Panne,

Good Lord, do people read and simply not understand what they're reading?????
There are comments here telling you to "ignore the mental illness comments" that
have been mentioned. Yet you yourself asked very plainly "Am I a lunatic?"
As if you're genuinely concerned about it.
You replied to me that you didn't say you're never wrong. You did in fact say it in your OP.

I stated that you should in fact trust in yourself. I understand, as has been suggested, that there
are people here who will empathize with you online, but if you can't trust yourself to make the right
choices, who will you trust?

I was never trying to be insulting or rude. I just find it a tad disturbing that all these people weigh in on
such heavy-duty metaphysical topics, like they're enlightened shamans or something, yet they can't get past the most elemental communication. They don't even grasp what was said in a simple comment to your OP.



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 08:11 PM
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I can not tell You what You are but if you have a gift as such and can heal or help both the living and the passed over (Dead is the wrong word Corporeal and Ex Corporeal) then you have it for a reason, it may be worth researching your family to see if any of your ancestors had this gift of if there were any strange occurances before you were born or during your mothers pregnancy.

I have had some pretty bad experienced myself and am different from yourself so will explain, you say you can see them as living, I see something but can not identify it as people as mine are shadow's or grey mist and seldom take human or humanoid shape.
My first cognitive experience was at the age of four (prior to the age of two my memory's are actually non existant at a conscious level) in a house, 72 Eskbank skelmersdale lancashire in 1974 when as a small child I was sitting on some paving playing with matchbox (this was the brand) toy cars that ran under the garden facing living room window next to the garden fence and a VOICE nothing visible hissed right into my right ear, it sounded like a breathless old man hissing asthmatically into my ear and what it said was as follow's "Poor, Poor Paul you are going to have such a terrible sad sad life I feel so very very sorry for you I'll tell you what give me your soul and I will give you a wonderful wonderful life My name is Satan", I screamed no in terror and ran in to my mother whom thought of course I was imaginining thing's, now at the bottom of the small back garded opposite the window under which I had been sleeping was a concrete shed with double doors and my teenage sister jeanette eileen and her friends some time later had been playing with a Uigi board and they had smashed the glass and ran out in fright after something came through and started spelling obscenity's out.
My mother remembers holding me one night in terror and I too remember holding on to my mother in fear as we looked out of the upstairs window down at the garden as three small silver suited being's were around a semi circular car sized object on leg's which was open at the back.
At about the age of 5 I was seeing thing's others could not or else seemed incapable of processing such as a transparrent blue crystal which I called frozen lightning as a 5 year old that was embedded in a neighbours roof, my mothers friend betty whom died of a rare cancer that turned her bones to chalk like substance years later.
On more than one occasion I came close to being killed only for something to save me.
The peak of activity and it hurt me very badly was between the age of 19 and the age of 32 and I experienced disembodyment, clare audience and reality shift's such as for me remembering a different bible and other thing's such as the dripless spout which was a small shaped plastic lip placed on TEFAL kettles that actually worked by stopping the water beading as it poured out of the spout, it was basically a rounded bulge in the plastic form mold and was in my reality anyway found on everything from the aforementions kettles to Tetra pack fruit juice, this was before 1993 when I had the bulk of reality change experience.
SO don't think you are mad as anyone hearing this from someone else will automatically jump to these conclusions, they are working without a common frame of reference and so can not identify and assume it is a fault with our neurology or belief systems and by there argument we can turn it around at there ignorance and simply ask ourselves could they cope with what we have experienced, I suspect most would indeed go stark raving mad but You are not though after what I have experienced I have to ACT normal.
On a side note in the Town I now live ORMSKIRK in Lancashire there are some holistic healers and one was a young woman whom was sensative to Aura, as she walked past me one day she nearly fell over looking at me, not because I am such a handsome guy but because as she later said "Your aura is really messed up I can not read it", So I guess that make's me a bit of an alien to them.
What I have told you here like your own experiences is just the very smallest tip of the icebourg and as I am likely older than you I have probably experienced more though My interaction with the paranormal has not been pleasent and I tend to try to chase or attack it so I probably am a little mad after all of that but I do not believe you are though we live in different reality's to the normal closed mindset and one thing that has helped me is the fact I truly believe in God and pray or talk to him as though he was right there with me, indeed I have since being a child but only once may he have spoken to me and that I will leave out but one thing I do not think of myself as special in that way but maybe we are different to Them.
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posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 09:01 PM
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When the human mind makes the transition from corporeal-centric to postcorporeal-centric existence, its Point of Perspective (POP) shifts from the experience of processed immediate memory (conscious awareness) to a much more dynamic and instantaneous perception POP. Psychics and Mediums suffer from random and incomplete shifts in POP (from corporeal-centric to postcorporeal-centric and back again) while still primarily focused on the business of processing the perception translation that serves their immediate material survival best. The difference between the two versions of "seers" is the kind of information sets their mind's POP shifts toward, thereby allowing that information to enter the immediate memory production process and become consciously experienced.

A psychic's POP shifts in a way that allows residual information sets to blend into the data wash coming from the sensory systems (eyes, ears, nose, mouth, nerve endings), and a medium's POP shifts in a way that allows a dynamic information holon that can initiate actual residual information sets (as communication) of its own volition (this is what a postcorporeal, fully conscious human beings is) to add communication sets to that sensory data wash, making the net experience mimic normal material sensory perception. The degree of POP shift determines just how realistic the experience of "seeing" is for the person so afflicted (or gifted, I suppose), and the instability of the POP focus determines how often the shifting events will occur.

Of course, getting comfortable and familiar with the condition can help the seer learn to control the onset of these shifts, and either amplify or mitigate their impact. Stress and/or physical health can definitely affect the frequency and severity of these shifts, and yes, this sort of thing can be inherited through normal genetic means.

The human mind/brain survival system is a lot more sophisticated than you'd suspect if you judged it as a result of being human or spending any time with most humans. The reasons why most people don't experience these shifts in Point of Perspective involve simple corporeal survival and the most efficient and effective way to ensure its success for as long as possible. That said, it happens (like all glitches in material systems happen) and it's not supernatural or paranormal. Still, it can be pretty startling. Especially for someone who's become so afflicted later in life, as a result of brain damage (head injury, dangerously high fever, stroke) or as a result of a hormonal restructuring (puberty or menopause).

If your story is true, then you are either psychic, mediumistic, or maybe even both, since the mechanics of both are the same, with only the kind of information set (factual residual information versus dynamically produced communication residual information) being allowed in along with all the rest of your system's normal sensory data.

You can train it. I would. Hell, why not?



posted on Feb, 4 2014 @ 11:33 PM
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Unless it comes from a dislocation in the fixed dimension or even a variable overlapping multi dimensional conscousness, good point's but I tend toward the thought and belief some psychics are not so much gifted or cursed as chosen, they may be intentionally so shifted to act as a bridge, a medium may have no inherent ability other than the bridging entity that is linked to them, I actually experienced a very vivid third eye episode in which while I was awake in the car but thankfully not driving as it was overpowering, I was shown or saw a desolate sandy desert like place with a dull sky and on the opposite side of the valley from me there were multitudes of men (I saw no woman) there eye's where very strange but otherwise they looked like any normal human and they or one of them whom I could hear but not see asked "Would You accept becoming a Medium", I declined as it is against my religious persuasion as a christian but also in hindsight I think a medium may actually be a person whom has been stretched for lack of a better word and used by these or other entitys whom may otherwise not be able to reach our plane even if and I do say if they originated here.
There are parralel realitys and there are other planes do not confuse the two concept's.
There may indeed be many type's of medium and perhaps everyone is a little psychic, like living people the others can come in all varietys and even they can suffer mental problems or be dangerous, the idea the dead can not harm you is a lie, I have very little feeling though I am still an emotional person but before an Experience of being attacked I had very strong emotion's.
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posted on Feb, 5 2014 @ 04:55 AM
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You've just got good abilities with light. You have extremely good perception of non-visible light (or what is usually non-visible in the case of the ghosts) and apparently the healing light of the Creator flows right through you without any effort. That's something special. Most people have to work hard to achieve that.
When I say light i mean all kinds of vibrations so that means sound too. You perceive high frequency vibrations of light and sound that are usually out of our range. The spirit of living beings vibrates in this way so when one is without a body, you can still see it, and you can perceive the state of a spirit that's within a body (intuition, at least about people).
The dreams I'm not sure about, i suppose you just have good control of the stuff bouncing around in your brain. Your brain does seem to be quite advanced compared to most others.
The eye colour i don't know much about either, just that there's a lot more to the colour of the iris than i think we realize and the eyeballs are the main organs for sending/receiving light so it makes sense that they might be physically effected by a lot of light coming through once in a while.
The deja vu and predictions tells me a part of you must perceive what we know as time in it's non-illusory state which is a kind of static yet pulsing state in which all events are simultaneously happening. Makes sense as that's all the same vibrations as everything else.

It's hard to comprehend. It's easier to just say you're psychic but as you say that has connotations that don't apply to you.
It's a precious gift though, use it to raise up your fellow man and you'll be a powerful and joyful being here and after you die.
Not like those ones you've seen, the dead ones. They're stuck there. I wonder if you could even help them somehow. They're people that need help too. But that's usually not our job.

Not sure of the origins of your abilities, could just be a new step forward in the way people are evolving or you could be the incarnation of an already powerful angelic being. Many chose to be incarnated at this time on Earth. They sometimes call them 'wanderers'.. have a quick read of this www.lawofone.info... or go to the main page and read the whole thing from the start for more context.
Either way, your goal is the same. Raise up your fellow man. Sounds like you already do anyway. Continue to do good and keep searching for your own truth
Sorry if I've confused you or ranted, I tend to do that.





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