when i was about 9 - 12 years of age i was really psychic iwas completely into it i even brough crystals into school on the last day of term big
mistake i was laughed at for ages called all sorts things like witches boy things like that so giving up to peer presure i gave up (at that age i
could do divining crystal healing, and tarrot card reading very novice of course) and now im coming up to 18 ive tried to get back into it and
meditate i find it really hard to relax and sense anything i used (dont think im mad) sense ghosts but now allmost nothing i need to get up to speed
any idea any1 ?
I have heard about many instances of people "turning off" or blocking their abilities for various reasons. It seems to me that one way for tuning
these abilities back on is simply to believe that you can.
Belief in something is key for its existance.
When you meditate try visualizing all for you skills in the paranormal that you blocked out as a bright light behind a locked door. Now visualize
turning a key in the lock and opening the door.
I have heard that this technique works for some people. It causes a person to focus on the part of their mind that they blocked out by seeing it as
an object in their minds. Then this same visualization can allow the person to change their mental construct as they choose to.
You haven't lost your ability.... you have just not used it for awhile. It happened to me a while back. Just do what you used to do before you began
ignoring your ability. It will come back and probably, now that you have more than likely learned more on the subject, it will come back much
stronger. Hang in there. It will come. It always does.
But most of my things were by accedent. I was very young like 6 than grew up and thought what am I doing I look like a baby at I think 11 my memory
isnt great. Now turning 15 I regreat it. The great thing is that you can almost always get back what you have lost. (love, money, power and and
earthly things are exceptions)
Peer pressure (sigh) The bane of life for most teenagers. I wish I knew then what I do now, because I would just have ignored it. Its quite sad to
hear that your abilites have atrophied, but with concentration and work, you should get them back.