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Don't wish, WANT/DESERVE my dear. When you wish, you imply that it is less than possible unless someone helps. You can MAKE it happen if you really Want it to happen instead of wanting to feel bad for yourself....and blame the world.
Think about it - what you really want is to feel sorry for yourself (sorry that seems harsh and I don't mean to be harsh, but it's true) - and sounds like where you are. Try to realize that's what you're doing and Stop WANTING that. Easier said than done, I know, but at least consider it.
You DO deserve all those things and they will come to you, if you will LET them. Ease up on yourself and believe in your power to change.
edit on 24-1-2014 by Maluhia because: (no reason given)
reply to post by Another_Nut
It's really hard when you lack family, and support when growing up. It affects your relationships and outlook on life for many years often leading you in the wrong direction. My heart goes out to all struggling right now. I know too many struggling right now.edit on 25-1-2014 by ladybug121 because: (no reason given)
Have you ever been there? I have in a different situation but I know that when a person is in a certain mental state those words hurt more than help. They are helpful when a person is in a better state of mind, but if he is where I think he is, that only causes more pain.
Does anyone on this thread think they maybe somewhere near to the OPs location.